I fucking miss sentosa, THE ONE. I wanna get sunburned all over. I'd wear a cutee bikini ard th siloso beach, oggling at cute guys. I pretty much want a outing t sentosa soooon. I don't care when. But first, let me get a prettaye bikini(((: And the fun begins.

"Days are fully filled. Any relationships?", you asked me one fine day. Are u trying t imply me smtg, tht you're happily attached? Im aint involved in one, i bet you'll be smirking away. It's not 'cos of you. Because im a moron, and because im gutless.

I do miss you sometimes. Your sms-es, presents, little memory of you just keep flowing in on "our" nights. Memory of you licking ice-cream, tickling me, hugging me, scolding me, holding my hand, keeping me warm, helping me with my revision, eating tgt, kissing me, holding me close t you just so tht people won't get close t me.

I love you. I still do. I'd jus scold myself for being cheap and all. No guys enter into my life after you. Guess i haven't get over you. I'd very much try damn effing hard t love someone, but tht mutual feeling of L-O-V-E just doesn't feel so right. I'd jus get myself one guy off th street, but it just isn't making me feeel so fucking happy if i do. What's th point of me loving you? I knw for one, you aint attached, you haven't hook up with anyone aft me. Lets fucking get over with it. Im so sick and tired of getting myself so effing depressed over you. SCREW YOU, ASSHOLE!

Amen.

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