Today: To buona vista, i went this morning. With cher:D Thanks girl, for acc-ing me! Took my cert at moe, went over t IMM for lunch. Ajisen is love, seriously! Was kinda late for the 3pm lesson. LOL!
Dmd lab session for 2hrs. Flashflashflash, we do. Activity2 and 3 were our hmwk for the wkends. Have t submit dmd project next wk. It's week8 next wk. Time pass really fast esp for this wk.
Pissed over some stuffs. Shouldn't have started tht chapter of my life, in the first place. SERIOUSLY LUH. It's so wrong for it t be part of my history now. ): ): ): Ohwell, i should get over this fast. Horh, qh:) Trash tht f next time eh, lol!
I'd get things over really fast thou. Tht's just my chara, my horoscope's chara too:D It's good somehow.
And im sorry, faizal! Wasn't really intend t make you so mad this noon. I really could make it up t you someday. Im sorry, faizal! ): ): ): Seriously, you meant smtg in my life.
somehow, it's never meant t be this way let time wash this part away, i wish i wish, i wish, a xmas with loads of snow sooon
Today: Giddy spell, yet again. it's never-ending. ): ): ): Caught it during oop, lol! Had major headache, doing the assignment. Not giving up thou.
Now left: 1. flash tutorial - complete the flash 2. dmd project
German e-asessment next mon. Maths common test on 10Dec, monday. Gnna collect my o-lvl cert tmr morning at MOE. How forgetful i'd get, t delay in collecting my cert! :o
STUDYSTUDYSTUDY. plus ive no mood t add photos, wilson.
and i had this thought of getting bang by cars early this morning. i so wanted t be gone with the wind. im hated thou. ): ): ):
don't pissss me off! im in sucha f up mood now. arghhhhhhhhhh~
stuckup pples. seriously, they're better than any one in the world right now. like i wrote on my previous few posts, you cant boast tht you'd fathom one's heart. it's so f true! ive experienced tht aplenty of times. and its getting on my nerve now. you can't trust anyone now, positive.
sorry abt my vulgarities here. all thanks t the f-up mood im nursing right now, when im blogging. thanks the people uh!
Today: It is the boring-est tuesday ever. arghhhh~ I don't knw why but i get bored super fast tday. I don't feel like finding tht fella anymore. Buying the studio8 book stuffs ltr. It's gnna be hard carrying all the stuffs home ltr. FFF!
And cher left aft the maths lecture. Pooor girl, she's sick. ): ): ): Pls take care okay!
stupid yd! you can dieeeeeeeeeeee~ 'cos im nt worth 4cents?!! ok, you're forgiven.
K still owe me "protection money". Rofl~ another late king~
Smelliest mall's toilet, ive ever went t. Laggiest wireless connection, ever. (pooor qq!) Fullest sakae meal, ever.(at minimal cost) Small coffeebean outlet, ever.(f hard t find seat!) Longest night, ever.(alot t talk t with qq!) Friends are so unreliable, sometimes. But i still love my qq! qq's company is always great:DD aww, qq shd be touched by now, lol! -ww-
I'd really give in t the temptation of a puff now. Im stressed. Really. I can't withstand the pressure of sch, frds and everything. I need my god, i need you. ): ): ):
you can't boast tht you'd fathom one's heart, it's f hard.
Today: Was late for the date with jieee. JL dint came, not the day t buy her trenchcoat thou. Im sorrry for being late, sis! T.T Peinnisula Shopping Centre doesn't have the stuffs we want. Off t ms, t check out Novo. Damn, i shd have bought tht pink lace pumps th other day with kim. They don't have any other 'cept the display one. But the colors on it looks so pale and old. Eeeks~ I don't want t pay 50bucks t get tht type of shoe! F! Looked ard Novo and got the Melissa Night shoe in red. Bringing tht along in my overseas trip.
I was thinking of bringing 3 shoes over. Tht red Melissa, my converse sneaker and my greeen flipflops. w00t! Hmmm, maybe bringing SuperRabbbbit or MrTigger along too. -pondering- Clothes tht im bringing are heavy on jeans/pants. Still thinking of buying more clothes thou, lol! 'cos can't wear my shorts. Booohooo~ And 2 jackets, reg tees, tunic etc. -no tanks- Oh, i need a luggage of my own. Gawd, too much t bring eh.
Back t tday's. Wasn't quite late for e-learning when we reached sch. Haha. The "Hana" frm E2 wore her usual Friday's flower shorts again. Happening eh. And i saw gerald at south canteen during my break:) Gawd, he's changed. For the better tht is, and he said for the second time ever since we saw each other tht ive changed, for the better. He said he couldn't really recognise me. Lol! Seeing gerald, talking t gerald makes me feel so warm. 'cos it's so like back in my sec4 days, my lit classes, my bff's close moments, my ex's wonderful moments. Damn. I feel so nostagic, suddenly. -ww-
Actually, flash's okay. I jus need my Studio8 book t aid me along, thts all. T.T W/o Studio8, im so lost. I need Studio8 badly): ): ): I hope k's parents sponsor us. Heard tht we need tht and another book for yr2 too. Argh. Money is running out but i can't work. Dmd project is due on wk8. Blur me!
I still have Ng's argouml assignment, Sharon's e-asessment, David's lab project. Is there anymore tht ive left out? Pm me sis, if i do:)
Now: Listening t emo music. Online spreeing for god-knows-what. Pondering on what's need t be done during the wkends. Should i go out on sunday? I seriously feel like flying over sooon. Sg is mundane.
Now: Im all excited for my spreee tmr:) happyhappyhappy! pika is happppy:D Im flying, in 3 wks time. And im happy abt it 'cos i'll be away frm my internet, busy life and all. Sad thou, 'cos of my fave friends): ): ): I knw i'll be missed dearly -ww- It'll be new year soon, when im back in sg. 200000008! And im gg on a shopping date with jl and jieeeeee tmr. Before sch, tht is. Damn, fugly pissed with the crap system in MIT. E-learning shit, lappie system, heucampus. Made the poor yr1s t lug 2.1kg ard the campus. Gawd. And f 'cos dmd lab venue is changed t tutorial rm. It jus means we have t bring our lappie along. Can u imagine, bringing a lappie along, in a shopping trip? It's bad enough! FFF!
-yawns- i wanna sleeep now. meeting jieee tmr at cityhall. i love shopping:) scarves are coming next sunday! i am currently eyeing on the leggings in Seventeen tday plus the agnesb totebag. -lawl-
Didn't went t sch tday. Took mc. Short-est consultation time ever-5mins. But it took us 1hr or so t see mr doc. -drowsy- F pissed with doing sch work. Sch sucks, literally. Mundane time, in sch. Sucky timetable. Heavy schoolbag with the lappie. Lame shit. Im starting t hate everything tht starts with sch.
Had a urge t change course. Really wants t take up photography. Damn. I knw i can't. FFF! Im disappointed with myself. Alot. I hate my course. I hate doing what im doing right now. Sucks. By doing all these lameshit, we can excel in life? I doubt so, big time.
and im still stuck in doing oop hmwk. F! DF mock prac lab test tmr, like who cares!
Today: Bad flu is the key thing tday. Was freezed t death in the early part of the day. Still went bathing. Couldn't stand starting my day off w/o bathing. Met up with jl 'cos we were late for our first lesson. Seriously, i dint felt like attending lessons today. Studying in school seeem like a chore t me. Mundane. I sneezed the whole day looong. Everyone in my clique is sick. Virus, germs spreading everywhere. I need vaccines, tons of it. Esp my daily supply of hi-chews, water.
Headache comes at the later part of my dmd class. Doing flash kills my brain cells, frankly speaking. I hate flash. Alot. Photoshop is whole lot easier t manipulate than flash. Ate more than what i'd in school, tday. Gosh, and i feel cold and hot at random time. Oop and cmaths hmwk not yet done. Big-time shit): ): ): Holy shit, and there's german makeup class till 530pm tmr. I wanna go home early, dead serious.
Now: Still, killing brain cells. Sleeping early again. Mom says ive a slight fever, want me t do my hmwk thn sleep. Currently, doing my cmaths hmwk. I think i'll be mugging for my oop tmr. DF mock prac test, in 2 days time. Plus, ive t do my dmd lab project stuffs. Rush-hour.
Joyce told me she ordered for us the scarves alr:DD Grey and white for me, dark red for jl and black for herself. It merely costs me 12bucks for 2:) And the red elmo tote bag is arriving this wk, i guess.
Elaborate replies t my taggies: Fiona; please get well fast, girl! you seriously need more rest eh! i don't think im gg back t work this week. ive a pretty tight schedule t keep t. if you saw my previous posts, you shd knw the details eh! but i neeed cash for my exploding phone bill now. i owe my dad a hefty sum of 100bucks! damn!
ofcos, you neeed me:) awww, im glad tht you said tht eh. more meetups before i flies, girl!
J0; You pass germs t me, lol! I kana flu again loh! Now, abit headache alr! Arghhhh~ I hate sickly-me! No more massage from pika for now. Lol!
Yuli; I jus read ur blog nia. Lol! No choice mah, you're not ard me! Touched sia, your heart will ache eh! I can't hear ur constant nags, lol! Girl, meetup before i flies hor! countdown: 3 more weeks.
Airong; rooong ah, lol! im still sick sick sick! down with flu loh, a bad one. yup, i am drinking bottles of water everyday:) no worries eh! you tc tooo:D
Chermender; Yea lah, i won't blame you for letting me eat hot fudge icecream ytd. Haha. I've t control myself anyway. Dr L says im sick again 'cos of the weather now. It's like hot in the day, cold in the night. Couldn't adapt well enough though. No worries, girl:) I'll not eat fried foood tmr eh.
mervyn; No worries, et! I'll be good, in days t come. I jus need more rest, more care, more water, more warmth. A meetup alright, before i goes va-va-vooom:) countdown: 3 more weeks
damn, i hate getting sick all over again. i need popeye's spinach, k's sweeets and everything t replenish myself. k, thanks for ur daily supply of sweeeets:)
And i saw him thrice tday. Good or bad omen? -deep in thoughts- He has definitely changed since the old sec sch days. Love his new haircut:) Everything's still the same except for his hairstyle. Good ol' him. Things aint going back t the ol' days i suppose. I seriously hope tht he's able t find. Just let it go eh, countable years have passed. Nudge me sooon, boy:)
Now: Omfg, my stomach hurts like hell. Like a suddenly. Damn, i neeed medicated oil alr. Though, im aint a aunty who uses medicated oil often, it's my saviour always. -winkwink- My studying environment is so f disturbing. "Hongkong leg" odour, lecturer's monotone voice. I can't stand it anymore, like a every week cos's lecture, it's the same old cycle again. And my tummy is getting increasingly intolerable by the second. Arghhhh~
Please, get an ambulance for me before you leave my blog! Loads of thanks.
i knw i said im aint gnna blog these days 'cos of my squessy schedule this and next week. but i still gets weird, not blogging abt the irritating details right now, this minute!
17 nov: Worked with fiona finally:) It has been like a mth since i last seen her. Talked alot during our dinner at NYNY, before work. Loads of unfamiliar new faces at work, ive t say. Felt uneasy and weird, working at first. But, i saw more familiar faces slowly. Phew~ Fiona had a flu. I had my headache and flu during the dinner, lol! Bf, thanks for your honey lemon water, sweets, medicated oil and acc tht night. I couldn't have made it w/o tht medicated oil. F busy and tiring tht night. 900 pax, back t sch dinner&dance for a bank company. Did ot till 1am with f, peiling. Vomitted in the bus aft kim left. May, thanks for ur plastic bag:) Damn, i hate tht sickly me!
Today: Went over t JB. Yesh, jus t go t city square t shop ok. My mom's decision. And im still having my f headache, she don't care. Damn, i don't feel like adding on. Bought clothes and a mango big handbag. I have t say tht im purely satisfied with my best buy: mango handbag-winter07 and the tunic dress-diesel woman i think. I have t rush my german revision for tht quiz at 8am tmr. How nice eh. Confirm, sleeping at 2am tnight:)
Now: F busy with my sch stuffs right now. So, i doubt there's time for leisure blogging. Im screwed, totally. Mon, aft school, dmd project meeting. Tues, end sch at 6pm(gotta rush my incomplete hmwk). Wed, german makeup class aft sch. Thurs, DF mock lab test(end sch at 6pm). Fri, end sch at 6pm.
Aint sure if i wants t work this week. But i need cash badly. 2 Novo shoes, ipod case on the pending list alr. And sleeping late every night is a must, i think. Everything is happening too fast. -sighsigh-
Damn, am i ... ? What is it tht im thinking of these days, i can't seem t fathom my thoughts. Just be au natural, quoted frm my mom.
I love my ipod:) Got th hang of it aft many tries on bf's weeks ago. So now, it's so eassssssy. I transferred the songs over alr. So i'd have company through long bus/train ride and when im alone. Thanks bf, for charging it for me:) And for the wonderful gift:) I want honey water tmr! -hinthinthint-
Bf, rmbr t bring my lect notes tmr eh! It's f important:D So, i shall see you, f, k, w, c tmr.
damn, i f forgot tht ive german quiz on monday. and im gg JB/KL on sunday. plus work tmr. and my oop hmwk frm mr ng. -fff- it totally slip off my mind.
*bring german textbook t work, and t malaysia. *oop hmwk can be done aft sch on monday(which means no outing aft mon) *practise my DF lab.
Today: Had a happy lunch with my whole family:) Hurhur. Went t my 3pm class on the dot okay. Had dmd lab test jus now. Logically, it's easy t score but i dint know how t do up the box outline and tht asparagus background tgt. Well, i only left tht part nia. The rest of the poster are all done except tht. Arghhh~ It spoilt my mood for the night. Joyce and i were heading town thus we continue our chat till her station. Met up with bf at cityhall for dinner before he goes t work. Ate at ms sakae, kim joined us. Bf left first, while i continued t eat. Im like a greeedy pig, eat eat eat! =x He passed me our 1mth gift jus now tooo:) thanks bf!
Acc-ed kim ard town for shopping. She bought her ideal shoes frm Novo. Gosh, im tempted alr! I think im buying tht 2 shoes frm Novo next or next next wk sooon. Rofl~ Must rmbr it's tht pink laced pumps and the pink gladiator sandals. Hurhur. Ive s-stm, rmbr! Bus-ed home with kim at ard 10smtg. Dint met up with no1 in the end, couldn't get thru his phone though. Ohwell, ive a nice time with kim darl in town tday. Please tc of urself at work tmr eh! And fiona is working tmr with me! wEeeeeeeeeeee~
overall: happy but sick! i still have tht throat infection, its even so painful t swallow stuffs. Arghhh!
thanks for the sweeet gift! i'll cherish and use it well:)
Today: Beeen happy, rotting & being a good girl in school this week:) I went home straight aft sch or project research. Doc said, "elizabeth, now you need plenty of rest and plain water." If i want t get well fast, ive t listen t my doc, eat healthily and drink plain water regularly. Yes, Dr L, i'll take extreme precaution of my health from now:D Back t sch stuffs. I guess i still have a lot t catch up.
c-maths: cher is recapping and rushing thru the topics. I've t pay full attention next week for the recap for my tues maths lessons. I wasn't ard t do my weekly quiz so it's a big fat zero but she told me it's ok 'cos she's gnna take the best few. w00t! Ive to be reminded t take down the impt notes =x Okay, elizabeth will be good:)
df: i knw like nuts abt the lab stuffs. holy shit! i must get my brain awaken and start listening t the boring ah loy. and no more song-jamming during lab sessions. next wk is holy 'cos it's DF mock practical. shitshitshit!
oop: im still okay with it. 'cos mr son is fabulous:) i can understand quite abit from his lab sessions. and from the lectures, im getting the hang of it alr! lets hope it's not so tough than programming. -fingers crossed-
dmd: lalala~ im getting the hang of the photoshop cs3. photoshopp-ing really is a wonder eh! you can do so many things just by click click click. this fri, dmd lab test =x
comms skills: a sleeepy lesson, although the lecturer is of bubbly nature. its smtg like what i had in my sem1, personal development, jus an insight into it thts all. i did ICA1 and found tht there's a large similarities with english! rofl~ and i love languages:)
cos: this module is very omfg 'cos ive no idea what it's about. dr t talks on and on and on w/o caring what the students are doing. there's quiz but usually, my ans is always based on my dices and luck. damn, i need loads of help for this module! helpme helpme helpme!
and im sorry for making you tht way. im always letting you down.
12 nov: it's suprise suprise suprise time from me t L! he loved the suprise and our 1mth gift. im glad too. we're meeting for dinner before work on fri. he's giving me smtg tooo:) jieee acc-ed me the whole noon. thanks sis:D when we always went out tgt, there's bound t be camwhore session. bus-ed home. looong day perhaps, i fell asleep throughout the bus journey. photossssss!
Today: pika is sick. i have t get well in the shortest time possible. 'cos i can't afford t miss anymore classes, have t catch up and im working this fri and sat. and i miss my girls tday. slept till 10am. dad acc-ed me t our family clinic t see our family doc. doc said, it's simple flu and cough, slight fever, plus my throat infection has worsen. damn): ): ): gtta eat a heap of medicine. -ewwww-
im feeling tad better but there's still bodyaches around me. gtta rush thru my comms skill assignment now. i gtta start sleeping early now 'cos recently, ive not been getting enuff sleep. ohwell, lets re-gear and start chiong-ing. andand, DF test is postponed t next wk:DDD
Now: Im sorry. I kept on hurting you. Im sucha disappointment, like always. I always hurt you, jolly well knowing the fact tht im your happiness. How could happiness hurts right? In your case, happiness(me) likes t pierce the living hell out of you. Aint i an ass, a MF bitch. And i so know i am, infront of you.
they told me t be firm and brave yet i trembles due t the guilt t you. if you were right here standing infront of me, slap me. i wouldn't cry, howl and plead for ur forgiveness 'cos i knw i don't deserve it anyway. if my disappearance out of your life, would do you good, i'd do it this second. you were always smiling away, and never would you let your inner feelings be shown. people love you for reasons. you were always their pillar, always. if they ever know how i hurt you, i know i'd never escape from them. i couldn't accept any good gestures of care from you anymore. i feel guilty, never decreasingly. i jus want you t treasure your life and your cliques. i jus want you t take extra care of ur health, it has always been so frail esp when you're at your lowest point of life.
Now: I guess i'd survive solely on friendship. Thanks f, v, k, w, for listening:) I needed assurance. I needed someone of significance t pat me and say its right. And, my fab gd friends did tht. Friendship interlinks never vanish, i believed:D
Thanks jus for being there, for being my listening ear, for cheering me up, for converting the neg stuffs back t positive, for ur assurance. You are my angel.
Today: Feeling tad better though. I couldn't sleep the whole night. Tossed and turned and walking ard my tiny rm last night. I wokeup at 1030am. Being forced t do housework chores by mom. Seriously, i think working is far more better than anything. I'd escape frm my parents' nags and everything and earn money. Ohwell, aint working this week. Ned and ade are. And when im working next fri and sat, ned can't): ): ): 'cos she needa tc of her siblings at home.
Well, i was thinking the whole of last night. "why am i like this!" "why have i change t become like this" "i thought im always placing my love as the first and the rest behind it"
All along, i thought love is on my first piority. Till recently, i realised tht friends and family are my ultimate first piority.
Quoted from starboy, 10.11.2007: "and everytime u quarrelled with ur bestfred u did vent ur anger. i mean did u care about how he would feel or how i would feel then? all u cared about was ur best fren. i was always just a replacement, just like ur escape from him."
I didn't realised tht i cared a great deal abt my bestfrd, my gd frds. It's like they weigh so much more than any others. Cm'on, is tht a gd or bad thing? I needed some quiet frm him for 2 weeks before i made a decision. In the meantime, those who knew abt it steer clear ya. Those who don't knw, don't ask. I want my decision t be made wisely. I hate people t let their bloody imagination go wild or whatsoever. Fuck off, seriously! It isn't ur fucking business t care anyway. -ww-
pssh, and im sorry for my crude language. i knw you all here could understand me:)
Now: "I admit defeat!!!" "elizabeth, get real!" I didn't knw tht it's so wrong t place friendship and kinship as my very first piority. I didn't realised tht i'd get hurt in thinking tht way. I was so fucking naive in treasuring all these close interlinks. I got nothing, but watery, sour feeling. Im so gnna stop believing in my first piority.
Maybe i don't understand you at all. Maybe it all comes t a null. Maybe im a fool in the first place. Kid, i shd get my piorities right in a proper manner. I was so hard on believing i'd survive solely on friendship&kinship. Kinship does help. Not friendship.
Im jus gnna be normal t every single one out here. Never been tht close t tht particular friend but well, he/she hurts me the most anyway. It's so much painful than how i felt when my past exs dumped me. The feeling is so sour and painful. And i don't wish t talk abt tht friend anymore. I just want t move on, and be selfish and think abt myself in future. Im seriously so drained frm much thinking. -head banging the wall-
Sleeeeep sleeeep sleeeeep. Let me die, frm sleeping. Im tired. -heart dead-
psssh, i don't want anyone who reads this post to ask me what happened. leave me aloneeeeee!
Today: Lalala~ I jus don't feel like talking. Let this particular pic says how my wed night was spent:) I don't like mos. It's sucky): ): ): -sticks out tongue-
credits: i love my top tht kim&drin bought for me and the excellent photographer from whosgoing.sg:DD
2 nov: German makeup class at 11am. Was late, as usual. HURHUR. I was a "LQ" since sem1): ): ): Anyhow, aft tht, i brought my lappie over t blkM for them t repair tht heucampus problem. Went t amk hub t have lunch with jieee. Pepper lunch again, for me! Been having this pepper lunch crave ever since jiee brought me one wk ago. Class ended at 6pm. Bus-ed t suntec. On the way there, chermine&yippy acc-ed me 'cos it's along their way. Thanks loads:) Was late again! Clock-ed in at 751pm! Bf bought me sushi frm Sakae. Thanks for the dinner!
Officially start work at 815pm. Kim, ned and peiling worked too! Was grped with jorge and a newbie. We only needa bother 3 tables 'cos there's one empty table. w00t! All went well for us, 'cos the guests at my tables weren't fussy. They were kinda nice in the sense tht they wldn't mind having chicken instead of fish. And it's retro night, for them. Their dressing style were a riot! Omfg! It's so cooool! Did ot till 1am with ned&kim. Bf, wilson did till 3am.
And ive pretty loads of mood swings this week. Boy, am i sorry t kim and ned! I seriously wasn't angry with u girls. Aint sure why im liddat too): ): ):
3 nov: Slept till god knows the time. Lol! I jus knew tht im late luh! I cabbed dwn t seragoon t fetch bf and off t ms. Meetup with kim&drin at Swensens. Had mac&cheese and berry coolers. We were late for work! Clocked in at 539pm. Khor told siew square tht he wanna see the four of us. I was literally shaking with fright! But, it turns out so-so. Just tht, bf was forced t do ot till 3am 'cos they lack of pples. Oh well, it's solved afterall! Grped with james, yan ling, newbie. It was disasterous! We couldn't juggle the drinks and food section well. We needa serve the food straight frm the kitchen t the ballroom and still needa serve the drinks. Boy, im sweating like shit! Argh! I dtwanna say anymore. Anyhow, there were tons of lollipops 'cos they were decorations on the bouquet flower on the table. Everyone took some. HAHA! Ended work at 12am. Bf kept alot of lollipops in the plastic bag, jus for me. Lol! Thanks! And one angmo guest told me t keep the remaining of tht hazelnut choc biscuit. w00t!
Bus-ed hm with kim. On the way, they were saying abt plans t club on wed night. w00t! Im excited!
4 nov: Wokeup at 1030am. Did some housework chores before eating my breakfast. Then prepared t get out t meet kim at sunplaza. The four of us planned t study tgt at Changi Airport luh! I love the idea, 'cos i love looking at planes taking off and landing. Cabbed dwn t hougang mall t fetch bf. Then we're off t the airport. Meetup with drin. And we went searching for restaurant t satisfy our growling stomachs. Decided on tht hongkong cafe. Ate till 3smtgPM. In the end, the powerpt at mac were all taken. Thus, bus-ed down t drin's hse t study. I completed my assignment. And i was feeling extremly sleepy. I dozed off! Lol! An extremely hot weather!!! Then they woke me up, off t cine for dinner with wilson, pong and cherlyn. Had long john feast with them. Walked ard town t find heels 'cos kim&i needed it for our clubbing night. HURHUR. Then it's kinda late. The four of us bus-ed home. Bf acc-ed me home. It was raining alr, told him t cab home. A wonderful day, i shd say:) I enjoyed!
Today: Woke up at 630am. Mom was pissed with me, for not getting up. Im glad i checked my hp for msgs. And i saw one msg frm my german lecturer. w00t! There's no german class tday! I decided t pon my lect at 10am. Dr T's lect is so monotonous! I can simply read frm my slideshows or textbk. And im sorry t huiying tht i dint come t sch tday! Slept till 11am. Supposed t go town. Jiee couldn't 'cos she had t work. In the end, nobody could acc-ed me. I slept till 3pm. Solution, i'd only drag my bro out t cwp later. The only C&K at cwp. -fingers crossed- I hope i'd find the strappy heels tht i want!
Now: Im feeling pissed, very irritated and super moody. I don't knw what's come over me, technically. I was all fine until he says smtg. I just has this feeling suddenly. That people who seems t understand me, still misunderstand me afterall. Someone who's super close with me suddenly said smtg and it hurts me real bad. Logically, the stuffs tht he said wasn't hurtful at all but well, i just had this sour and pain feeling. -sighsighsigh- Oh well, just take me as a nutcase OR tht im pms-ing. Do heck care me. If not, you might get pissed by me badly.
Feeling sucky, i kept on playing this particular song. It doesn't perks me up, neither does it makes me ultra warm. It just keep running in my head.
Im working this fri 730pm and sat, 530pm. Im glad tht kim, ned and christina are working too. Goood, ive much t talk. And thanks bf for tht sweeet things you did for me. Im lost for words. Couldn't get you tht exact one on time before you meet me): ): ):
I think i suck big time. Im the no.1 hate icon. I look uber stupid. I have no real friends. I feel like banging my head on the wall. Wearing high socks make me high.
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