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Now:"I admit defeat!!!""elizabeth, get real!" I didn't knw tht it's so wrong t place friendship and kinship as my very first piority.I didn't realised tht i'd get hurt in thinking tht way.I was so fucking naive in treasuring all these close interlinks.I got nothing, but watery, sour feeling.Im so gnna stop believing in my first piority.Maybe i don't understand you at all.Maybe it all comes t a null.Maybe im a fool in the first place.Kid, i shd get my piorities right in a proper manner.I was so hard on believing i'd survive solely on friendship&kinship.Kinship does help.Not friendship.Im jus gnna be normal t every single one out here.Never been tht close t tht particular friend but well, he/she hurts me the most anyway.It's so much painful than how i felt when my past exs dumped me.The feeling is so sour and painful.And i don't wish t talk abt tht friend anymore.I just want t move on, and be selfish and think abt myself in future.Im seriously so drained frm much thinking.-head banging the wall-Sleeeeep sleeeep sleeeeep.Let me die, frm sleeping.Im tired.-heart dead-psssh, i don't want anyone who reads this post to ask me what happened.
leave me aloneeeeee!
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