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 Today:Feeling tad better though.I couldn't sleep the whole night.Tossed and turned and walking ard my tiny rm last night.I wokeup at 1030am.Being forced t do housework chores by mom.Seriously, i think working is far more better than anything.I'd escape frm my parents' nags and everything and earn money.Ohwell, aint working this week.Ned and ade are.And when im working next fri and sat, ned can't): ): ):'cos she needa tc of her siblings at home.Well, i was thinking the whole of last night."why am i like this!""why have i change t become like this""i thought im always placing my love as the first and the rest behind it"All along, i thought love is on my first piority.Till recently, i realised tht friends and family are my ultimate first piority.Quoted from starboy, 10.11.2007:"and everytime u quarrelled with ur bestfred u did vent ur anger. i mean did u care about how he would feel or how i would feel then? all u cared about was ur best fren. i was always just a replacement, just like ur escape from him."I didn't realised tht i cared a great deal abt my bestfrd, my gd frds.It's like they weigh so much more than any others.Cm'on, is tht a gd or bad thing?I needed some quiet frm him for 2 weeks before i made a decision.In the meantime, those who knew abt it steer clear ya.Those who don't knw, don't ask.I want my decision t be made wisely.I hate people t let their bloody imagination go wild or whatsoever.Fuck off, seriously!It isn't ur fucking business t care anyway.-ww- pssh, and im sorry for my crude language.
i knw you all here could understand me:)
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