Today:
Not enough rest sia!
I thought i'd just manage well with my "so-called schedule" for these few days.
And i screwed up last night's mood totally.
Fuck.

Unknowingly, i got into the ot list.
'cos dearest yuli thought i wanted t do ot at first.
Nvm, i relented t her and said alright.
In the middle of the dinner, the guest's showplate has loads of redwine on it.
He asked me t clear tht showplate, reasonable uh.
Holding the showplate wobbily t my other groupmate, i accidentally spilled alittle on my hand.
Saw tht bold font uh, reason being my skin is allergic t redwine and the hotel's chilli sauce.
After tht accident, i self-scratched my pathetic right hand loads of time w/o pples seeing of cos.
Rmbr i did ot too?
Stupid uh, i didn't bring my allergic cream t work you see, so i continue t self-scratch while ironing the chair shays.
I did what i could t stop tht fucking irritating increasingly itchness of my allergic hand.
Fuck.
There's a red patch on my hand now.
Very ugly and 'cos i didn't apply the allergic cream just in time, it's alittle swollen.
Not t worry pples, i apply the cream asap aft my bath.
It has since de-swollen, but still a little red patch there.
Im not scolding anyone.
Im not pushing any faults/blame t anyone.
Im angry at myself for being dumb and clumsy.
That's all.
End of story.

Second annoyance.
Imagine please.
Reached homea t 435am last night.
Woke up at 11am just now.
An estimated of only 6hrs of sleep and you all know me right,
i have t make do with at least 8/9hrs of sleep per day, no matter what.
And t be on time for my pedi session at vivo at 2pm later.
Screw-ed.
Well, leave tht aside.

I have a major sore throat, now.
I hate sore throat out of all those common sickness man!
Lose my beautiful voice t tht now.
So rough and blurry and painful.
): ): ):
Could be due t the 1am supper.
I had a blueberry donut and 2 cups of F&N orange.
Fantastic eh!
I did sucha stupid things t myself man!
I deserve all these right!
): ): ):

On a happier note, i cut my hair real short now.
Thou some of my friends say it make my head looks big, i still love it.
'cos it's more structured, more of the easier management style.
If you are itching with curiousity, link it t witch yoo hee's main female cast's short hairdo.
Something like hers, but tad longer, of cos!

To you:
Im sorry.
Seriously, i know you're stressed and all.
I wasn't contemplating t do any shit things last night.
Can't i just voice out my unhappiness t you?
I know it's impossible alr, but i always has this urge t tell you everything.
Yea, i should stop this habit of mine soon.
Probably, it has become part of my everything alr.
Im sorry.
I wasn't showing you any of my attitude and cold shoulder.
Just really upset 'cos i hate feeling misunderstood by pples.
I only wanted t try my luck t see if i could get exempted from doing tht.
If it fails, i admit t it 'cos it's work and we have t be professional.
Couldn't help but steal some glances on you at work.
Damn, you look super haggard and lifeless luh!
Rmbr what i told you last night and inject it t yourself from tday onwards.
Tc.


ciaos.