Now:Before i return t my study table, something happened.
Something happened, and tht made me think hard of my own characters.
Im seriously no good in long-term things
(tend t lose interest super fast).But even so, i am always faithful t my boyfriend.
In relationships, i tend t find guys whom i can rely on.
Like i always need them t lead me, t guide me, t assure me.
I can readily tell you tht im 40% insecure all the time.
I need heaps of assurances by my friends and my impt people.
But good t say tht i can recover from my insecurity very fast
(maybe in a blink of an eye?)Words spoken by people whom i have a soft spot for, usually and always affect me v fast.
It always seem t go away from me only in a few days or so.
I tend t fall in love and have crushes every often.
And i always am able t bring a smile on my face even though im suffering beneath.
It's always hard t do so, but no matter how pain it is, i'd always manage
(amazing uh).Oh, and the guys tht i fall in love with are generally smart chaps who are my
good friends.I always felt friendships are nevertheless the foundation of every relationship
(the love).But, fret not, i have never once uses my love on any
jerks/bastards etc.
The crushes i had(on first sight) most of the time, either is attached or a bastard
(giggolo esp!)My things abt my boy are tht he has t be smart, reliable, my goodfriend
(able t understand me well), easy on my eyes, romantic, supports me and lastly, able t keep up with me.
And i can always relate well t my guyfriends, i have no idea why.
Im always confused why guys love t talk alot with girls when they have a gf already!
Don't they know tht they're hurting the gf plus the girls?
Gawd, my emotions are all boiled up now!
I need loads of ice and a call from my goodfriends.
Anyone?
And friends, sorry for my bad language used.
It just somehow made the whole sentence seemed really alive.
ciaos.
