Today:
No words can describe how i am feeling.
I, myself, could not even catch my own emotion.
Let alone, blog my inner true feelings.
It's terrible, t get issues cooped up inside oneself.
So feel like im exploding, in no time(seriously).

I told myself this, let it go.
He gave me this feeling, "don't worry about me sweetie! im fine:D"
Again, i told myself, let it go.
Read his blog, he wasn't talking anything abt me unlike in the past.
So, for the third time, i assured myself, let it go.
But im feeling restless and jealous.
'cos he forgets abt me so so fast, like in a blink of an eye.
And, even faster than i do abt him.
"How could you!"
"How could you ever forget every tiny details abt me? I thought i was your everything? I thought i was your one and only?", i whispered inside.
-in denial-

I know, im cruel.
I know, im unreasonable.
I know, im demanding.
I know, im weird.
I know, i know, i know.





goodbye love.
goodbye you.