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Today:It's the time t disco, baby! -in full max crazy tinge- No work during wkends is definitely fabuloooous! It means more sleeep, and more sleeep and MOREEE! Lol! 'cos i've t wake up at bloody 8am for every weekdays. But the "ordeal" shall ends after next Friday. Yes, im not working anymore aft tht. Mom thinks its good, for a break before my new term starts. Let's just say, a new nightmare? I haven't got alot of stuffs yet! Damn, i shouldn't have bought my psp tht time. Then i'd have save tht 500bucks in my account already. Shitshitshit. ): ): ): Anw, i guess shopping for clothes before school starts and getting all the essentials is a MUST. Being the "organised" sort, i listed out What To Buy-s out already. So, it's the cash problem now. I have just so many I-Wants luh! God knows how am i gnna fulfil every single things in the list. Of course, im getting the Must-Gets first! April is coming, which so means my two demons' double birthday is near. Mom, im broke already!!! People, watch " 命中注定我爱你", Title: Fated To Love You It's a new-currently airing Taiwan idol drama which starred Qiao En, Ethan Ruan Jing Tian, Bai Xin Hui etc. Blooody addictive and funny okay! It's airing till Ep2 for now. 'cos it's airing in the Taiwan side every Sunday for 2 hours. So Singapore has t wait till Monday for the dilligent uploaders in YouTube and Tudou.com t upload the complete episode for us. Thanks a million:) And i wnna sleep aft getting a sore feet from the 12 hours ordeal last night. But it's easy cash. (: (: (: So i shall see Fiona soon, if we ever meetup eh! Gdnight!
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Today:I think i gnna explode out from the universe from the amount of ala carte i ordered jus now plus the big Salmon Pepper Lunch in the noon. We hit 75bucks after my member discount at Sakae Sushi just now. Dad's treat. Everyone of us had a really delish dinner eh! So three groups of us met up at SunPlaza for dinner. Why three groups? 'cos Dad went over t Clementi for his mini sec sch class's gathering, Mom and i went over t town t shop for her belated present and the two lil demons were slacking at home(psp time). I got the exact same model tht i saw at the River Island website at Raffles City shoppe tday. Woah, i can imagine how much the 7% GST and the shipping fee are like uh! 'cos i converted it t Sing dollars online and it's like 30bucks? I bought it over here at 53bucks loh. -.- But im so is in love with the buckle wallet now eh:) Thanks jj for the recommendation! And we're gg for shoppping just before the new school term starts! So till then, i won't shop. Checked out Agnes B's at Raffles City shoppe. I love tht greeenie star bag and the brown one from there. But tht greenie costs 295bucks!? Omfg, and the picnic-lookalike bag from Kate Spade costs like 520bucks! Mom said "Don't gimme tht look okay, i'll get tht bomb for you if i strike lottery hor!" Today, most of the big-shot brands have promotion for Easter Sunday. Haha! But after much thinking, it wasn't worth it lah! It's all the off-season goods. Exclaimed: Taste-lessssssss! So im waiting for the payday so tht i'd indulge in the bag maniac! I hope i'd find another good-paid 2 weeks one aft this temp job:) -pray pray pray- It's work day tmr. Meeting jiajun at RP tmr morning. Needa report before 945am loh. It's the 8am thing tmr morning, damnit! Oh oh, i have t say this regarding my Year2 timetable. It's trashy uh! Haha! Mon: 9am till 1pm Tues: 1pm till 830pm Wed: FREEEEEE DAY! Thurs: 8am till 5pm Fri: 8am till 5pm Coool bi le right?! But at least the two cock-ed up days are on thursday and friday uh! If nt, i can sure diee on monday for you. Is there anyone who's an angel who'd help me slap the bastards away for my bestf? She's facing them in sch like the whole day, during her fyp. Yes, it's so disaster! I mean i can't stand my bestf in a depression state over those childish acts of those bastards eh! grrrrrrr~ So, gdnight:)
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Now:I had it bad. That today wasn't my day at all. Mom's still fuming mad, i think. And it's already into 48mins of her birthday. Im sorry mom, for everything and anything! Forgive me, please! (I know you'd be thinking if she ever reads my blog, she doesn't but my bros always do) And for the "concerned" peeps in my MSN. Don't worry, im NOT into vulgarites yet. It was actually a quote coming from someone dear's mouth. It does aches, in fact. Since history doesn't repeat itself, i'll make sure tht i won't repeat the same old mistake again. And t my fellow lecture mates, i got Introduction To Entrepreneurship for my prescribed elective. -phew- Lucky it wasn't german 2! I have had enough of german language alr. Let's see. Sis, JL, Gabriel, zp, chai bee are in the same elective as me! So, im gnna psycho jj t switch his elective t mine. Hehe~ -psychopsychopsycho- Going shopping with my mom tmr, as planned today. I hope her anger could simmer down and the plan would not crashed. Im at fault. And i wrote like 3 love letters t her already. I seriously wants her t read it. -cross fingers- So im gnna get the River Island wallet, prolly Agnes B bag and a gladiator sandal(maybe). While dad and the three of us are sponsoring her birthday present -- PRADA WALLET! My mom finally is getting more of the luxuries now since we have grown HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY 46TH, MOM DEAREST!WE LOVE YOU, AS ALWAYS!the three old kids daddy and mom serenading each other, lol! with plenty of love, elizabeth **to those whom you think tht you understand me alot too, please think twice before commenting cos i loathe stupid remarks from you.
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Today:Back t update abit before i sleeeep. JJ msged me early in the morning, about the release of the Year1 result. And he helped me login t check. Overall wasn't good, in fact. But aft i worked out the maths, im glad i did tad better for this sem2 uh! The worst grade i got is C plus, thou no As, but alot of B plus and alittle Bs. So im gnna work towards more As and B plus. NO MORE Bs AND Cs ETC!Sem1 gpa: 3.0333333 Sem2 gpa: 3.15 Overall gpa: 3.092 Not a good sign eh! Which so means, im gnna buck up this coming Year2 alr! Add oil, eliza:) Back t my day today. Yesterday and today were good! I started my first day pretty well. Good colleagues, friendly in-charge, easy requirements for the part-timers too. Prolly it's only 2 weeks nia! But Aunt Shirley even asked if we wnna be neighbours(t work at the store beside us!) Haha! Aunt Shirley always da-bao lunch for us, buy tidbits and drinks during the deliveries. Damn, jiajun and me are like so pampered under her love alr uh! Oh, and jiajun is also the same age as me too:D I ate quite alot, w/o spending a cent for yesterday and tday. Prolly a iced tea today, lol! We had meat dumplings, home-cooked fabulous fried rice, mango tango, oriental beauty. Oh my goodness, i think i'd grow so "healthy" under this environment luh! Haha! All in all, i enjoyed my work during the first two days. Gawd, the big high-rise buildings, the shuai-shuai make-me-drool interns. wooosh~ Im so sleeepy. Starting morning shift tmr. Take much care peeps, it's raininggggg all day long:D Ciaos.
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Today:Nvm, i check the street directory guru online already. Would be busy frm this tues onwards 'cept for weekends. I sure hope i'd get selected t go for the event next sunday with bff uh! -fingers cross- Mom's birthday this cming sat:D So i think there's celebration for my mummy! And wilson's birthday tmr uh! Im heading t his chalet tmr. So, happppppy 19th bestf!Fretting alr uh, me. 19 leh, which is just one year more t 20-dom. Then the years frm 20 onwards would come by damn fast lah! I don't want t age so fast uh! -whinewhine- So, it's t town first before heading t Pasir Ris. Im so gnna rely on my psp alot tmr, i think. ): ): ): So no1, i hope he can meetup tmr night aft the chalet. And kim, msg me and say "yup gal, im going! where do we meet? haha" Yup, im tht nuttie now. So, i hope too, tht the new guy is someone i'd clique with during the whole 2 weeks down there. If nt, i hope he "flies aeroplane", so banana can come in:D -throws the wishing bottle t the sea- School's starting on 14th april! Year2, new sem. Comes new modules. -struggles- So, i shall play and earn damn hard during this term break. Talking abt break, i don't think there's any HongKong trip this June too. 'cos grams is going t Shanghai this June, we're forgoing it for my grams and my dear brothers. They're having the major O-level and N-level lah. But i knw there's a big suprise end of this year, and im waiting, mummy! (: (: (: Awright, im gg t play those new games my brothers dl-ed for me till the batt died on me. Then charge it full for tmr. Hurhur. Gute nacht. Ciaos.
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13 march:Holycrap! Bunch of losers! Im not stooping tad low as they did t me, ever. If i continue all these, i think it'd drain myself dry so a nice fullstop will do. I have had enough of the whirlpool i got stuck into.Well, aft a lousy day in the rain, it's time for the beautiful rainbow t appear after tht. So im awaiting for my rainbow:D Nonono, i shouldn't think of what i think others did t me. Neither shall i complain and think everything bad is their faults. I should reflect on myself too. I have been so pampered, spoilt and always want people t give in t my whims. Not a good day for tht thou. But i doesn't want t come across as someone who is like tht too. So i know changes in self don't come across as easy but im doing it 'cos i want t be better FOR myself. Maybe a quarrel once in a while, does make me reflect on my other(ugly) self. To thee, i shall change thou(not for anyone out there). Im not feeling childish, doing all these now. Should i say, i felt all wonderously calm aft all these shit? Damn, my left arm is getting all achy. Limp limp limp.Anw, sorry banana(for "abandoning" you)! I really, never ever, meant t do all these shit. It drove me t all these. Really made my heart put you in tht level now, girl:D
Last night, i must have said the most f word in one shot lah! Pardon my crude language last night eh! Who says goodf, i say bestf:) Thanks uh(bestf), for meeting me in town aft i called u and for acc-ing me till 10plus over! (: (: (: And no1, thanks for the company half in town, and half in sembawang till 1am over. For the nonsense crap and endlesss laughters, lol! (: (: (:
'nuff said! Im one who would grows stronger aft sucha incidents so fret' not, im growing! Don't worry awright:D Damn, makes me feel like hugging someone real bad now! Oops, i don't want people t see my sour face ever again(it's ugly!)
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Today:Early morning, i dread getting out of bed for work. I think the wake-up-at-12pm habit is seriously in me now. Saw 2 sms-es. And charmaine told me tht she dint saw my name on the list. Decided t call in aft a half-hr sleep. The phone is engaged till the noon. So in the end, i concluded tht i doesnt needa go work. Blur hor me, i actually forgot t inform them tht i changed my number! Haha! So, gnna tell them tmr! Elizabeth continued t sleep and sleep till 1pm. Mom went in and whack my butt, thus ive t wake up(no choice!) Spent the day watching anime and dramas. Become an otaku, unknowingly alr luh! Aft dinner, i was supposed t acc my mom t town t get her shoes. The whole day, it was raining like cats and dogs. Thus, we didn't went t town. Instead, aft my lil demons get back home, we went t AMK Hub t get our psp. So, the three of us has one each. Ok, i wanted the Limited Ed(red) but i have t give another 30bucks more. Decided tht i wasn't worth it and got PINK instead. Ya la, so not me loh, no1 also thinks so. No choice eh, the rest of the colors don't appeal t me either! ): ): ): Spent over 1155bucks for the 3 psps( pink, silver, blue). We got them in package form. If you wnna get the psp package worth your money, try going down t AMK Hub Funz Centre(#02-08).I got mine in the $385 package. Exchanged the earpiece for the soft pouch, lol! There's another $395 package, exactly the same as the previous package, only additional of a remote earpiece and a soft pouch.Both has the 4GB memory stick, casing, 2-in-1 multi cable, screen protector, lanyard, soft pouch(exchange with the earpiece) plus the original psp package. Any queries, go t the Funz Centre:D No1 hor, it's reliable eh! Back t my day tmr, ive work at 12pm. Meeting banana at 10smtg for breakfast-cum-lunch before work. I hope my work tmr would be fabulous:D So, shall see Kim, ET, Ned, KC, plus BANANA! Off t dl-ing games. Gute nacht! Lovelovelove:)
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Now:I want t introduce everyone this jap movie tht has been starring since 6march. Really want t watch this when im free. Can u feel the immerse love in the story? Lol! Go watch it awright:) Title: Sky Of Love(恋空)Based on a cell-phone novel that moved 11 million people to tears, "Sky of Love" is a story about a regular girl's three stormy years in high school. While her friends are absorbed about their boyfriends, Mika( 美嘉) is clueless about falling in love. She begins receiving phone calls from a boy she doesn't know and is gradually drawn to him. She finally meets him( 阿弘) but their happy days soon pass as trouble is brewing on the horizon. Trouble starts to come one after another which made their love reach another whole new level. Mika even had 阿弘's baby. They agreed t raise their child. But 阿弘's ex pushed Mika down when she's pregnant, causing her to have miscarriage. Suddenly, one spring,( 阿弘) initiated a breakup. Mika was devastated, her friends helped her to stand up. She came to know of a guy( 优) who entered her life. 优 loved Mika alot. Later on, she got enrolled into the university 优 was at. Now, came another christmas night, she finally understand the truth behind her first love...
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Now:How stupid?! I'd never believe in how i feel twards you anymore, NOT anymore. I thought i was in the wrong, tht i actually sees things in the wrong light. Well, turns out tht you've changed too or rather in the feelings-wise. Of course, t your beloved friends, the you've-changed thing is good, but not t me! I even cherish thoughts tht it's possible. Ya, it'll not be, and is not going t be(i assure myself).
I thought if you'd be around me when i need you, thts enough for me. But it isn't gnna be, from last time alr and i didn't realise tht uh. Im foolish. Please smack me and shout "WAKE UP CALL"! Maybe i just doesn't want t wake up from my perfectionist world. Just 'cos the reality is so much uglier ever. Now i know tht Mom, i know your things alr! "Tht not everyone in this world could abide by me and let me do and make out what i wanted my world t be". Im naive ok, 'cos i just found tht out, probably only too late.Kim, i doesn't want t think "ifs" and "buts" anymore.Maybe i should face this reality and move on t my life.Thts the best option for me, right now in my life.Although im feeling helpless now, i know tht my mind is set already.Thanks for the conversations before my msn died on me.From then till now, i brainstormed and feel alot, tht it's clearly impossible already!Do u support me too?Let me die from this cold world. It's suffocating me each day. I never want t live like this alone, never again! ): ): ): Mood: sad sad sad
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Today:-Sleep -Lunch -Watched 2 dvds at home -Had mac and kfc delivery for dinner -Finished the ep13 of "They Kiss Again" -Limping ard the house like some retards I just wnna blog alittle lah(hand itchy). I want the psp slim in deep red by this week. Oh, and remind me t find the PS. I Love You novel hor! I tried t find the original one at MPH(not lucky!) They sold tht copy in MPH thts identical t the movie showing now. But i heard frm my friends tht the novel is much more fabulous than the movie lah. And, get a present asap too(im sure you'll love it ok). More tees and dress pleaseee! Im never tired of getting new bags toooo:D Japan there, taiwan there! Haha! -winks-
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8 march:-Woke up late -Late breakfast cum lunch at home -Met up with banana at CityHall(bought cheesecake stixs) -Waited for yuli and kim in the changing room -Prepared and ate abit with them in the canteen -Started work -Got a suprise when i saw L at work too!(Haha, he doesn't like working at the IT Fair) -Hands start getting wobbly aft so long not doing cocktail service -Grouped with wl, colin, ty and dacia-Steady peeps, just tht ty is tad blur of what i told him t do and dacia dint told us where she went(But mom says you can't ask everyone t abide by how i does my thing mah, hor?) -So, i serve the remaining guests the last course myself(praise me leh, lol!) -Lucky, kim told me t do the farewell thing with her(thanks girl!) -'cos my old injury is acting up on me yet again -No ot, of course(chatted alittle with banana, yuli, plus the 2 guys) -Bus ride home cum chatting session with kim(felt alittle dizzy alr!) -Watched tv with my demons while i washed up -Dropped, fast asleep in no time on my cosy bed:) So, to conclude, yesterday was a really fab day at work! Nothing pressuring, just glad tht banana is there for me, like always:D And, im glad it's all back t normal! Another thing t top it off is, im going t work ALONE next wed lah! 'cos they only need one more girl t work in the Chihuly ): ): ): Exclaimed: No banana, no yuli, no kim, no ned! Now:All ready, for the preparation of dinner later! Ya, it's how late now. Raining damn heavily here. Which means no going out, for sure! And sorry bff, tht i can't acc you t town!(could u imagine how im gnna limp ard town later on if i ever went there?!) Don't worry, you all who love me, i love you too!
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Seriously, i just have t say tht i just had an encounter with a whole load of childish people. Be it just bloody crap or joke, i don't think it's funny lah! To think tht they're alr like over 20 yrs old? Oh ya, childishness act doesn't really tell one if they're old or young! I have had enough of their absurb behaviour.
"I knw im childish but tell me, who can tolerate this nonsense for long?" If you'd be in my shoe, you might have run away(escape from reality). Frankly speaking, i am so gnna escape from reality right now. My mom doesn't understand, only my no1 and bestfriend do. Thanks uh(: I need aplenty of you. (:(:(:
Only if you think tht you know me enough, and well, then could you nudge me about this crap! 'cos im worried of the negative stuffs i'd heard from you all if you doesn't knows me well. Sorry.Dopeshit. Hell! Im good now, all thanks t my no1's call and day out tday. (: (: (: Thou i wokeup pretty early aft a day at work last night, it still feels good t have a day out in the wind. Oh, and immsersing in the singaporean-spirit of the IT Fair. Saw my seniors and friends promoting electronic gadgets. Bumped into jj plus our lecture group mates too. Gtta go back t the IT Fair again, on their last day for (cheap deals). Haha!(Typical of me hor) So friends, my good days are back again! (: (: (: pssh, rest assured!
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Now:It's a latenight post 'cos i couldn't get myself t sleep. Smtg just kept lingering in my mind. Okay, let me get off my chest bit by bit. While clearing my drawer for it's v v messy since my preparation-for-exams days, i came across 3 letters t be specific. Each, t be given t 3 individual people who are impt t me in each part of my life. X, XX, XXX(Name shall not be mentioned) Being my close friends, you'd probably knw tht im into snail mails(as in i tends t write letters instead of sending emails). Maybe i did regret tht i did not pass them this three individual letters. For fear of not wanting them t know? Just t get off my chest but i don't want them t know? For fear of making the situation worse? I seriously don't know. Probably, i am just escaping from reality from them. I might look super strong, or tht i look like i've swallowed down the cold hard reality but deep down, im biting myself, forcing myself t say "Yes, i can face all these myself!"Erm, after re-reading what i wrote in the letters, i just couldn't stop thinking what a coward i have been all along! Why couldn't i have tht tad courage t pass them the letters and let them know how i feel!?! Well, everyone has different flaws. And for my case, i know i always escape from reality. Quick, slap me! Let me get out from the shell 'cos all i want is t let them know how i feel previously that's all! God, let me die please?I think i can't or will never face the reality myself.
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Today:In the end, im working tmr and this cming Sat luh! -grins hard- So i shall see Yulianti, Ned, Kim, Ade, Wilson and KK tmr:) It's been like 2 months over alr. And KK, thanks uh! The 4 days IT fair this week is over-loaded with bargains! I told dad t get the 32-inch plasma tv, lol! He gave me the i-know-you're-rich look after 1 minute. Damn, i saw the pink digi-cam tht going for 149bucks only! I want my Samsung i600 badlly lah! -whinewhinewhine- So mom told us last night tht we're going t HongKong later this year with my grams. w00t! The second time eh, lol! I wanna shop, eat, shop, eat like what the advert thing goes. And my demons are so cute luh, 'cos they're overly obsessed with HK dramas, they want t go t TVB centre t take snapshots of those stars. HAHA! You can imagine how my parents and i laugh till we cried out loud luh! But i cant go t Thailand with Joyce (tht's the condition my mom give me). Sorry sis! ): ): ): Nvm, you can help get me things too uh! The rainy season is back again, So, wrap yourself in blanket around. I think it's a cold day tmr too!
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<我们的寂寞> 曲:谢布玮 词:谢布玮
以为我能够永远躲在你背后 做你的避风港口 跟随你的快乐 我也心动 如果你难过 我也会心痛
那天在雨中看到你失魂落魄 我知道你有话要说 你不应该闪躲 你有了新生活 眼泪只会拖着我们的难过
当~ 爱情走到尽头 你说你不能够 照顾我的每个感动 如果你不会再编织借口 你怎么不说 你想出去走走
当~ 爱情已经放手 你就不该停留 分享我的喜悦哀愁 怎么你重复犯错 留下不走 要我面对我们的寂寞
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Today:Sure another slack-at-home day! Mom da-bao for me the famous beeeee-hoon, had Button Mushroom MeatBall Spaghetti for dinner. I prepared the ingredients wheras Mom cooked. Delicious~Went t CK Tangs t check out MAC & Benefit's products. Damn, i wanted Realness of Concealness lah but it wasn't on sale in sg. Thou the staffs were real friendly for their services, the products were way OVER-priced. Lol! Kim told me she bought their lipstick so i shall see how issit. I wanna buy and try their products luh, 'cos the packagings are so sweeeet! I know im contradicting myself lah. Bought my stuffs at MAC. Shopped alittle at Wisma. Didn't get my tanktop 'cos it wasn't at tht outlet. ): ): ): Seriously, i really have t thank my fab Mom for her company just now:D Thank you, mummmmy!
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