Today: Should i say my toothpain is the cause of restless mood or erm, someone else is the cause? But the fact is, my toothpain torments me on and off the whole day. Damn irksome and painful! Argh~ Blur me, forgot t bring my painkillers t school. Lucky Joyce reminded me t go t Cheers t get Panadol Extras t decrease the pain. Till now, the toothpain is still lingering. Damn!!! Joyce and JL said the right side of my face is tad swollen 'cos of the toothpain leh. I ask my mom, and dad about it loh. They tell me t heck care loh~ -.-
School today was okay. I've t say tht it's the wackiest day ever, since school started. Weird things happened. (inside story)
I gulped down 4 painkillers once i reached home already. But the pain is still "harrassing" me. Gosh, i hope it doesn't signify any worse scenario of the tooth! -fingers crossed-
I shall go do my work now. Byebye.
-edited 11pm- I feel super miserable now. The prescribed painkillers isn't helping me much at all. It only helps me temporary nia! It's really "死去活来" loh! I really hope tht i can sleep well tnight. I don't want t be like that Sunday! ): ): ): Please, let the toothpain be goneeeeeeeeeeeee~ I wanna bang myself and die ahh~
Today: Wednesday is the best day of the weeek! No-school, no rush, and more sleeeep. Went in early for my dental appt, at 10am. So no cab, for me today, lol! -yawns-
It was super painful while the dentist cleaned the "bad" tooth's nerves. He didn't give the "numb" jab loh! So it is v v v painful while undergoing those drilling, cleaning. Anw, im tad enlightened after talking t qq. Oh well, i hope it'd all turns out well luh! Thanks for listening t me:D Anw, i'll do what you says, and see how it goes bah. -fingers crossed-
So im excited like a little girl for this BKK trip! I've been sourcing for food, shopping areas and FOOOOD online~ Tom Yum Gooong~ Im coming~ Haha! And the clique's plus baka have already asked me t help them buy stuffs loh. Yeah, goodness shopping in Bangkok beats anywhere luh! It's cheap, nice and goood! -cheapsie smile- Rofl~
Somehow, or rather, i dread and look forward t school tmr. Only one lab, alot of lectures. Super stress-free lah! But waking up in the morning part is a chore!!! I needs aplenty of sleep loh. I think sleep half a day is too little loh, lol! Anw, i think i shall go sleep now. Tmr's 8am lab! Dieeeeee~
Goodnight earthlings. Till then, ciaos!
//It's been a hot season now. And ice-cream has become quite a must-have. Im so recommending this Ben&Jerry's Turtle Soup ice cream. Lol! No, it isn't those herbal chinese soup lah, it's only the funky name tht they created. It's actually vanilla ice cream, with caramel fudge coated cashew nuts! Doubly addictive! Try it:D
Today is our "Haha Day". But it wasn't all laughters and smile today. I kinda flared up aplenty in just 8 short hours. I can't say im sorry about it nor could i stop myself from doing so. It's the maximum that i could take from you. (not qq) Frankly speaking, if i were t recieve "it" continuously, prolly this strong bond we built might disappear slowly. For any random people, i'd easily get angry if i gets provoked by them. But not, for you. The "best" thing is, when i gets angry, people finds it cute and start poking fun on me. -.- So in the end, i eventually never did scold anyone real bad before. I just wanted this bond t stay as strong as it can be, forever. Time and time again, I know tht you did not meant it tht way. But today's me just feel tht it's enough. Just enough for my little heart t take, before i'd start crying at one corner like crazy. I hope you do understand how i really feel and prolly gets crazy with me soon again. Seriously, i've never regret this bond tht we established since the first day tht i know you. From a stranger, t a lecture group's mate, then t a friend, then t good friends, then t this jiajia-zhenzhen bond. I've never come across sucha wacky encounter before with someone. Which makes me want t cherish this bond even more. Yeah, i do have tons of friends, but i don't have one with this type of wacky "click". Of course, i love all my friends! And, let's cherish this bond tgt, forever:D
As for qq, your words went right into my heart too. It felt more like a sarcasm when you said tht chunk of words to me today. "If you never do onto others, others will not do onto you." We always tell you about the above phrase like upteen times. To the extent that when we've really reach the maximum, you don't needa think about this bond anymore. Im serious. We always think through and talk appropriately to you 'cos we know sometimes words do hurt unknowingly. I know tht we do have our wrongs here and there, but we don't really mean it. I apologised for that. But you continued t pierce my heart. We'd always brush it off 'cos we know you're joking. But if you were in our shoe, how more longer could you take it? Girl, im not ranting at you. I just want you t know tht true friends could toletrate this nonsense and be back tgt again aft a small tiff. But in this heartless society, you'd never know who'll be backstabbing you in the dark. You'll never know. We treated you as our good friends and we really do, from the bottom of our hearts. (cross my heart) Although this clique is small, but it is strong in the bond. 'cept for the tiffs here and there, we'd still get tgt after half a day or so. Don't regret it, when you lose it one day. (you know i love you too)
Today: A stressful day. Once im up, i got scolded by mom for being a pig. Haha! Then a quick lunch, before i planned on doing my assignments. But, JL was asking me about marketplace. So we ended up talking on the phone, lol!
Anw, tmr's my demon no.2's o-level chinese. Good luck, little:D And all the best, to all taking o-level cheena toooo! Darn, i feel damn sian and lethargic loh! Argh~ Im like half-awake now! Having dinner at my ahma's house with the family and my childhood buddy. Sure a riot! Lol! I better don't bring my psp along 'cos tht stupid fella(points t childhood-mate) confirm will hog it! I wonder what's delish for dinnerrr! Yeayea! And ahma is so cute! She called f to come down for dinner too loh. Stupid f, don't anyhow say bad things about me hor, lol! (points t childhood-mate) Yea, he's coming t fetch us over t ahma's houseeeee:D I love his dad's car loh! So spacious, comfy and it seats abt 7 people. Something towards my ideal car, 'cos i want those big car tht can seats the whole of my family:D
Im hungry~ Im tired~ I wanna bite~ Im feeling real crazy~
Can anyone help me t find "Shakespeare in Love" by Layla Kaylif? It's awesome lah!
So it's a real short update though:D Next week: Infocom Security's lab test, Network Tech practical trial, RAD e-quiz Im glad those hard hard tests had ended last week luh! Hooray~
All i wanna do now is to sit down, and cry like crazy. And i'll probably be fine after that. It's crazy bottling all these feelings inside.
Last night is just like one of those nights during my Sec School days. When i just lie on my bed, doing my work, waiting for the sms. I know you do understand this tormenting feeling of waiting. Yeah, it wasn't very nice. And i give up waiting after 3am 'cos i know by then, the sms won't come.
Prolly, i'll abandon this thought. Prolly, i've gone all insane after bestf's confession last evening. Prolly, i thought i'd be the same. But well, each individual has different mindset, feelings, heart. Sometimes, we couldn't always get what we want. I procrastinated alot last night, i thought aft this, im going to do it. It's plain naive, thinking tht everything is going smoothly in my own "plan".
JL said after knowing XXX, she finally understand what's regret. I told her, i've seen regrets in my life far too much. In the aspects of feelings, studies, friendship, love, family-kinship. So much regrets that, i think if im gonna wait till the "time" is ripe, i think i'd lose him. Jo told me to wait, she said prolly this time wasn't right with all the tests coming up etc. But what i want isn't what everyone is thinking actually. I jus want my feelings to be made known to him. I don't need anything in return, im adamant on this. If he really has it for me, it's a bonus. But i guess aft so much bad experiences, im not asking for much. Anw, it doesn't really matters.
So i'll go t my sanctuary and cool myself down. Im feeling like wtf, and abit emo. Lol, don't worry, im so gonna be high aft awhile. Till then, byebye:)
Now: Today is a doubly relaxing day. And had a last min rush for the OOAD assignment before 9pm. Handed in tad late luh! Anw, im super duper high 'cos i ordered the Agneselle's pink top finally! The deal falls through. So i got it. It can be wore for presentation/casual outings. And for Lylarose, she is so fabulously nice:D -thumbs up- She gave me till tmr to transfer the moolahs over. Yeayea!
People, go view this vid! Omfg, i love this jap song so so much! Kizuna by Kamenashi Jin from KAT-TUN:) It's the theme song for Gokusen2, if you watch it:D It's the love, man!
Today: Classes with laughters are the best! It's proclaimed the "Hahaha Day" for the clique today! We laughed the most for today since god-knows-when, and JL even created tht mood too loh! -stares hard- Tutorial for Network Tech was all theory and boringggggg! But i still pay some attention here and there lah, don't worry! We had a lab test on VLAN and trunking during E Sim's lab. Damn cool, lol! I kept on disturbing joyce with my questions while zp disturbed me with his. Lol! It's a cycle! It was okay, since it's open book luh!
Then Valerie's lab was boringgg and sleepy. Did function call. I went all blur and even shut my brain luh! So, i need my jiajia to teach me once he got it right on his Friday lab. Hor, jiajia! I know you saw that, so don't run away, lol! -flash a grin- A super rushed dinner at Koufu before we went in late for Alex's OOAD lab. -chokes- (inside joke) W/o fail, we would msn-ed each other in class and talked. And i think we laughed so much so tht Alex kept on looked at us from time to time, lol! Yeah, ive a Swenson's Earthquake waiting for me! Thanks hor, hongrui:D
And of course, the Hahaha Day ended with laughters in the train with JL. She mistooken "Ruikai" as Rukia in Bleach! Hahahahaha! Cranky girl! Anw, i was feeling damn lucky 'cos the week im going BKK is the first week of our June hols! w00t! And im going t helpout for the freshman camp for SU during the weekend before the BKK trip! Hoooray! The clique is going tgt:D Damn, there'll be heart-to-heart talks, smelling of each other's hair and and laughters! (: (: (:
Gosh, i gotta go sleep. Tmr's dental appt at 9.15am. And i ordered Lylarose's butterfly patterned tube top:D Im still waiting for Agneselle's reply for the pink top tht ive seen on PL! -fingers crossed- Im positive sure tht i'll stop spending aft i get those two tops! 'cos i gnna save for the BKK's shopping crazeEeeeee! (cross my heart) Goodnight earthlings:D
“Love is passion, obsession, someone you can’t live without. If you don’t start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels. I say find someone you can love like crazy and who’ll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart. I’m not hearing any heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt, you’ll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love - well, you haven’t lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven’t tried, you haven’t lived."
It's an extract from somewhere. How true! We love, we hate.
Sometimes, overdosage of emotions hides the truth, the inner feelings. Listen to your heart, the best! At least be trueful to yourself lah! Stop acting like one idiot, letting the world thinks tht you're innocent. Pui~ Acting pitiful is not the modern way already loh! Act also must see who your audience are wad, never seen sucha idiot! -shake head- Poor people, they have t assist sucha idiot! Brainless sia!
Put this irksome issue aside. Few weeks back, a twin tragedies from Asia occured. (read the newspaper for more details) Monday's quake triggered landslides, which blocked the country's Qingzhu River and reated two fast-rising lakes. That's the post quake floods in China. -sigh- Myanmar finally opened its door by abit, to help the victims of Cyclone Nargis. Everywhere is in chaos. All these events are enough to made millions of people homeless, dead and missing. What can we do? How can we help?
Today: Anw, faizal's right for once(he craps alot). I should use a positive perspective onto this issue. (: -flash a grin- Let's get back t the english basic 'cos i remembered someone weird who doesn't know what's a blog. Being more professional, i copy paste the Wikipedia's extract.
Personal blogs The personal blog, an on-going diary or commentary by an individual, is the traditional, most common blog. Personal bloggers usually take pride in their blog posts, even if their blog is never read by anyone but them. Blogs often become more than a way to just communicate; they become a way to reflect on life or works of art. Blogging can have a sentimental quality. Few personal blogs rise to fame and the mainstream, but some personal blogs quickly garner an extensive following.
It's super clear by now, that bloggers always reflect on their own life and if you have their URL, you'd see their posts. But the content is definitely the blogger's own little right t dictate her own life. Rightrightright? Yea, i don't really care how the unknowns feel and think about my posts. For starters, it is my own life! Why do you care so much about what's written? Secondly, you want t read it yourself, i don't think anyone force you t read other peoples' blogs eh? -scratch head-
And with everyone's help, i did a charity "donation" today. Damn, im in a cheery mood:D My parents are proud of me, and i love them more! Ok, plus my lil demons! And of course, i love my bestf, clique, faizal, jiajia for being absolute good ears the whole day! (: (: (:
Sometimes, being soft-hearted doesn't help yourself at all! Joyce always told me t be hard on some fellas when needed, which is true to a large extent. Im a nice person, but if you provoke me real bad, you'd get it! I mean everyone's like that kind, you toletrate to a certain level and aft tht EXPLODE! Same logic here. We don't care about puny stuffs now. Haha! JL was great today! We had our time of our lives, playing after school. Omfg, i think we win loh! It's like a battle with some gut-less kiddos vs us. Seriously, the english standard is erm, lower than a pri school kid? Kiddos, kudos to you all! So what you win in the later part, i think we won big time than you! And Joyce was lamenting tht if she sees them in school again, she shall play that again! Coolcoolcool~
Yesh, chermine and i were laughing our hearts out luh! I can't find a worse fool than him! We win like damn fast and in a obvious i-know-im-leading way! Hello, we're not "chicky" with you uh! And "honey", even wanted t play tgt too, lol! Too bad, "sugar" doesn't want you, she got bf already! (inside joke) When JL thought up of the faggot nick, i was laughing. It sounds like maggot, damn grosss! Last time, she said beggars, lol! Yeah, JL, there's new lot of additions loh! (inside joke) Yea man, i love fridaysss~
School was good. The best day of the weeek. 'cos it's near the weekends. And i love the DDI lab, lol! Did not bad for the DDI quiz. For once, jiajia didn't shoot me loh! Miracle~ He said, "good effort for last min work"! Grrr~ Always trying t make me angry lah, but he's always super nice. Like all the time:D And then the last lab, the whole class passed the class powerpoint quiz1. A good one, lol!
Suddenly, i finds tht my secondary school guyfriends are so much better. Seriously!!! A whole lot nicer than those rowdy ones, lol! Hor, clique!
Awright, tht's the rant for the night. Goodnight. I hope they'll find peace. Poorshit lah! -shake head-
Today: Just pop by for a little short post. Caught the flu bug and kana the bad bad sore throat! So, im going t sleeeeeep. And it's a full day tmr. ): ): ):
They were telling me t get another lj or wordpress lah. (for close friends' reads) Sure, after im recovered:D
Sometimes, we just have t think deep and believe that what we think is right. Like if we think we should believe in that person more or your close friends. Well recently, i chose the latter:D Don't worry, im still doing fine! Nothing can really bring this puny fella down, yes nothing really! Though puny, i have alot alot alot of supports around me. "Do what you think/believe is right!" Though in some cases, close/good friends do betray you but think about it, they do have a reason for doing so right, and sometimes the reason is us(yes, US!) We cannot always blame others for the sticky situation we're in, we have t thank god/tht person for moulding you t be a stronger, and no-wind-would-blow person! Yes, thank them for ...
The obstacles we have t overcome, the many flicks tht we encountered, the betrayals we suffered, the failed relationships, the dillemia we faced, the "xiao ren" in our lives, the bullies who made us feel small infront of them, those empty vessels that badmouthed us in any part of our lives, THEY MOULD US TO BECOME A BETTER, STRONGER INDIVIDUALS.
But if we still continue on our mistakes, aren't we still being the old self which create more of the above t happen countless times? Stand up on ourselves! Though friends can lend a helping hand, we have t go through all these ourselves so tht we'll not make the same old mistakes again right! Lastly, love your family more! They are the ones who will NEVER abandon you when you're down. They worries over you often, don't treat tht as nags or irritating noises! They meant good. They'd always want the BEST things in the world for us:D Appreciate our family more more more:D And of course, our bunch of good/close/best friends who stand up for you! (not the fair-weather friends who abandon you during your unlucky period)
Sorry for the long preaching. I was inspired by a recent case. Awright, i shall go sleeep. Till then, byebye! Ciaos~
Today: Though school's a short one, i felt terribly uneasy and the "urge" to vomit constantly. The reason being, a damged tooth tht has already "rotten" to the center of the tooth, triggering the constant torment since Sat noon. Wanted t see my dentist yesterday, but since it's a Sunday, it's closed. Thus, i've t endure the tormenting pain till this morning. I tell you, this torment is not of "easy"! I couldn't catch a wink last night, all "thanks" to my toothache. In the end, i tried playing puzzle and underground racing on my psp till 5am. I went and nudged my dad about my toothache tht made me sleepless.
In the end, my appointment changed from 3pm t 930am. I spent a rather "gruesome" 1hour with the dentist. Yesh, 4 jabs to ease my pain before he starts the session of cleaning. Spent a bomb! 3 treatments, cost my parents and i, a good 500bucks! I was shivering with fear when the dentist told me of my current problem. Did a root canal extraction. He cleaned and took out the damaged root of my back teeth. The process is still not over, yet. I still need 2 more sessions t get recover my damaged teeth. Plus, i still need a "porcelain cover" for tht teeth! Problem problem problem! Argh! Half of my mouth was still feeling numb,'cos the easing has not wear off.
In the end, i managed t attend the Technopreneurship lab. My gfriends were all v concerned with my teeth. Yea, thts what friends are for:D And since i've not grab a bite since this morning, my gastric pain started t act up. Terribly uncomfortable! I've my jiajia t thanks luh! He came in late for the Technopreneurship lecture, put down his stuffs, rested awhile before going over t Cheers just t get my Engery Bar! Though he got a milo energy bar instead of the protein bar, it's his sincere help tht really touched me down my inner feelings.
Reached home shortly, before going t the dental clinic again for x-ray. Just gulped down 3 capsules. Painkillers and antibiotics, respectively. The capsules are like damn colorful! Lol, but i still find it incredibly hard t swallow.
All in all, my bad tooothache! Grrrr~ No more cold drinks, hard food!
Today: "I say, feel your breeze, anytime anywhere in my heart!" Mina(everyone), go listen t "Feel Your Breeze" by V6! Omfg, this jap song is lovelovelove man! To the non-otaku, it's really nice, trust me! The rhyme, the lyrics, the song, all goes tgt so smoothly and well! Man, im in love with jap songs and their dramas now! Current obsession: Gokusen1, Gokusen2, Proposal Daisakusen, Jun Matsumoto, Gokusen's OST, Jrock:D
Confirm, joyce is grinning frm eye to eye! 'cos she kept on trying t change me t an otaku since Year1 luh! Turns out, quite a success uh! But then again, im not into yaoi/hentai japanese animes hor! -pokes joyce's arm-
School today was good. I should say, no hard challenges from the lecturers. Had a small tiff with my chermender. But we were good, and jumping around during dinner time. Like what she always said, "I knew tht whenever we fight, we'd always end damn fast happily!" Chermender, sorry about tday! I shouldn't have scratched you so hard, and left you hurt! ): ): ):
We forgave each other in the end:D Dr Lau was good, he gave us some hints here and there during the 1hour tutorial. Miss E Sim was damn easy-going lah, she taught us how t configure w/o any complaints. Miss V Chung was always in her hao-ren mode during tutorials, unlike in lectures. Mr A Lee was always accomodating, smiled here and there and is the most organised teacher ive seen! See, i've fabulous lecturers for today!
Struggled with my gastric pain during Valerie's tutorial. 'cos i "jia li hai", ate only cocoa crunch with milk for my breakfast-cum-lunch! I even told my mom not t buy me lunch on her way home this noon, lol! -bash self- Jiajia was being so helpful tday! Yes, we'll always be JiaJia-ZhenZhen combo till we die uh! Good friends:D
And i miss him, alittle. (when's our next date, man!)
Today: It's a pretty lazy morning. Don't feel like waking up at 11am t do my stuffs. Dragged till 12smtg. Haha! Mom's special, we had mee sua for lunch!
Online. Touched up on my report. Went t bathe, preparing t go out. He said "meet at lido, 4pm?" I didn't know aft i prepared and done, it's already 3smtg. -screams- But i still walked at my own time over t the station, withdrew some cash. Train came shortly:D Saw zalina, serene, xinlin, shuyun at the platform. When i reach orchard, it's only 350pm. And it's only 406pm, when i finally found him waiting for me at Lido:D See, im not really a late queen hor!
Watched Nim's Island. It's a pretty imaginative, funny, cool show:D (you know im a v chatty person while watching movies right) It's amazing tht he doesn't mind and keep on answering my doubts! We kept on laughing lah! Had ice-cooling sweet treats while we went t buy his Famous Amos cookies for his sister. It's best under the hot humid weather!
Had a superb dinner at Crystal Jade Takashimaya. Food was as good as before! He couldn't finish his duck noodles in the end luh! I can leh, lol! Went home aft dinner 'cos both of us have reports t do. He has some weekly and end of reports, yet t be done! Sent me over t Somerset station, and he went t take his bus700. Couldn't acc me back home too! His house is far away from his mrt station leh. ): ): ):
All in all, i enjoyed this movie-cum-dinner looong date! Thanks for everything, tday:) When you're free from your pile of work, another date again uh! Lovelovelove:D
30 april: Thou i did a post up here on Monday, it was a rather short one. Thus, im gnna write up what's really happening in my life, right now:D Week2 for Semester 1was getting more and more stressful. Upcoming projects contents, reports, assignments and the list can really just go on and on and on.
Decided to slack around with my poly clique on our off day(Wednesday) last week. So we planned to do sun-tanning! Naturally, cher & JL weren't abit excited about the (sun-tanning) part. Cher is a typical "zai-nu", and JL just want to go down the water but she couldn't(dont tell you why!) You'd tell tht the Joyce and I were the hyper/steady sort! Haha! We became chilli crab(s) cum lobster(s)! Funny part: Cher has a red nose due to "over-exposure" to the Sun! Had dinner over at Vivo. The 8am mundane school routine starts over again aft the hot Wednesday. No happening events occured during the weekend. 'cos i (die die) also don't want t step out of my house. Reason: The (can fry me into a sunny-side egg) sun is horrible! So that's last week for you:D
Updating for you guys, Im going t Bangkok with my family this June! Yesh, although it's not (USA, New York, NZ etc), im still getting excited over this short getaway! It's been (say 9 years) ever since i went t Bangkok/Thailand! I was so young back then! The getaway is 3 nights, 4 days(a short and sweet one)! After I get back t sg, Im sure i'd die of stress, overloaded workload, fatigue etc. But then again, i know my saving-habit is so useless BUT i'd need money for the trip! We're staying at Baiyoke Sky Hotel, Bangkok! Yesh, it's the tallest tower in Thailand lah! I hope we'd be allocated t rooms from 40 over, 50 over till 60 floor! Haha, then i'll camwhore (above the cloud) views like crazy! This hotel is situated right in the middle of those shopping paradise! Gosh, it's addictive uh! Plus, going to Chinatown is definitely a must for this trip! -hinthint-
Next year, my family has already planned on the NZ trip:D We've been waiting for the NZ trip for around 2-3 years! Oh, and the girls have planned on the destination for our graduation trip. Ta da la, Japan(Nipon)! Disneyland, sushi, ramen, shopping malls, here i comeeeeeeeeeee! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
