It's gnna be a short one.
I was talking t ed love online about stuffs and he asked about my bangkok trip.
So well, i told him overall was good 'cept the flight was delayed for quite long.
And he told me it was reported on the NewPaper on 18june which is tht day when im back.
Funny me found the link to it!
So details would be all up there, 'cept some minor details weren't told.
http://newpaper.asia1.com.sg/printfriendly/0,4139,168038,00.html

I told dad and mom that no matter what, ain't gonna take Tiger Airways again.
It's ex now, with its new luggage policy.
So ya.
Be right back after my CTs!
(: (: (:

-waves-
Actually I'm back on Tuesday morning but shagged me went t sleep till noon.
Supposed t be back on last Sunday midnight but my flight was delayed till Tuesday 3am.
More details aft my CTs:D
But I've loads of fun during the getaway at Bangkok.
Good food, good accomodation, good morning/night scenery, good accompany!
At the end of the getaway, my parents were darn shocked tht every meals we had were darn fabulous and ex luh!
Anw, i definitely recommend Baiyoke Sky Hotel if you're staying in Bangkok!
(: (: (:

Preparation for CTs is worse!
I just can't get my mind and heart t study RAD and DDI.
Total useless!
Argh~

Gonna start mugging again.
Ciaos.
Will be back t update more on the trip aft CTs:D
Btw, a nice song t share by Vivian!

BIG WAVES TO EARTHLINGS!!!
Yesh, im finally back after much delay.
First time in my entire life, i encountered a cancellation of flight.
The scene was damn chaos and well, lotsa shoutings.
There's a angmo girl who use sacarsm and her loud voice t ask the airport staffs.
'cos the airport staffs are really soft-spoken and abit insensitive to the passengers' anger.
The flight due t depart the BKK airport is 830pm.
We got t know the flight was cancelled at 11pm leh.
Some more at 8pm, when some of them queried about the delay of boarding time, the airport staffs said the flight was delayed, NOT CANCELLED.

A big commotion occured when someone shouted "The flight is well, cancelled!".
Everyone crowded around the counter and started t ask questions about the flight.
There were camera lights flashing too.
Bet, they were trying t send it to whatever media channels!
Anyway, there's alot of waiting here and there.
It totally drained all our remaining energy away.
While waiting, my dad got t know alot of people lah.
Lol!

A group of youngsters, phillipines-born-growup-in-australia-working-in-sg uncle, his working friends, sisters-clique, blablabla ...
Kinda a quite new experience for me though.
But it's rather tiring.
'cos my family plus the youngsters, a grp of malay, a family-relatives group and the sisters-clique were allocated t a diff hotel than the rest 'cos the one tht most of them stayed in was full already.
So it's a 10mins ride away from the Alexander Hotel.
The hotel tht we were allocated to is Bangkok Inter Place.

ANOTHER 8 MORE HOURSSSSSSSS!

ok, please pardon me luh!
im uber excited, anticipating, and wild happppy!
my lil demons and i gonna feast on CJ7 after we've prepared our bags.
weeeee woo weeeeeeeeee~
yeah baby*
while i go indulge in the foodie heaven!
hiak hiak hiak~
choco fondue, hotel brunch, tom yum goong, high-tea buffet, im cominggg!!!
and the spa, mani/pedi session plus S-H-O-P-P-I-N-G!!!
do take aplenty of cares in the sunny sg hor!
-points t joyce, jl, qq, wilson, baka, bff, jiajia, faizal, qh-

gtta go pack my barang barang!
see you guys after im back!
and there's a class chalet!!!
-sends flying kisses-

ciaos.

woo wee wooooooo~
This is what i got for myself yesterday, with JiaLin:D
heheee~





























ta da la~
Seriously both of us have never even think about getting itouch loh.
I got addicted t it when i touch-and-feel-it!!!
The power thing is we lingered in the Apple store at wheelock place for more than an hour.
All thanks t me, my dillemia, my indesciveness and blablabla~
But in the end, i still bought it!
'cos firstly the sleek interface is super addictive, secondly im hooked t the uber-cool touch screen ability, thirdly the whole zoom-in/out of pictures is so much omfg C-O-O-L! fourthly it has a WiFi function leh, means can go internet check mails and go youtube! fifthly, it can read PDF, Excel files loh, excellent for an IT student who is lazy like me! lastly, the bundle promotion the sales guy gave me 'cos of JL!
He actually gave me a silicon cover, power adapter for free!
And a 10% discount on the protective screen cover.
w00t!
Now now, im really a little happy girl:D:D
Both of us fell in love with a high cut sneaker from Onitsuka Tiger at wheelock place.
After 30% discount, it's at 119bucks!!!
Omfg, im so gonna get it aft my trip i guessss.
heheee~

We had quite an early dinner at Ajisen Ramen in Takashimaya.
'cos im v hungry when we slacked around at Heeren HMV.
Lol!
So bumped into ZP on our way t the train station.
hoho~

Another reason im a little happy girl is i'll be leaving for my Bangkok trip in like 15hours!
Uber shuang, plus excited!
(: (: (:
Gonna camwhore like siao loh!
So more pictures coming up after my CT weeeek which is immediately aft the break!
Indulge in spa treatments, high-tea buffets, brunch in the hotel plus S-H-O-P-P-I-N-G!
weeee woo weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
Btw, im leaving in a early morning flight tmr!
Prolly, gonna play my new toy in my WiFi hotel roooom!

Misssss me, people!
Byebye for now:D

7 June:
Attended the ceremony with the family.
The two lil demons had their scholarship too.
It's at dad's company.
The whole thing ended at 11am.
Then we went t Toa Payoh Hub t collect stuffs.
So, had a late hearty lunch at Crystal Jade.
It was a fabulous meal, and we even had their strawberry, mango pudding plus the redbean scoffle.
Walked around Courts.
Dad decided t get the FS10 Canon camcorder for himself and my lil demon ordered the baking oven too.
Gonna get my love with JL on Tues:D

Caught in the drizzle, on the way home.
Prolly, due to tht, I had a real crazy headache.
Vomitted my lunch away, i think.
Then gulped down 2 panadols before sleeping.

Today:
A rather holiday-mood day.
Brekkie of Mac Griddles!
Actually i don't really rave the Mac's sausage, just wanted t try the pancake combination with sausage blablabla.
Lol!
It was so-so nia.
Watched a movie on teevee with my lil demons.
Then, prepared t go t ahma's house for dinner.
Aft the dinner, cabbed over t the airport t send my good friend off t UK.
He's going there for his job internship blablabla.
Well, the airport is as usual, very cold.
Gave him my mom's first aid kit, Famous Amos cookies and hugs:D
Gosh, hope he's all copping well in there.
And web-camed me often yea:D
Read my blog often tooo!
My whole family misses you too!
(: (: (:
Bon voyage!

Have bear this headache online for like half an hour.
Couldn't take it any longer.
Updates of my life will definitely be before my BKK trip:D
Gtta go sleep again.
Anw, have a great weekends & wonderful break!

*Meetup on Tues hor, Jialin:D

Today:
Finally, it's the last day of the murderous week!
Got a pretty bad result for DDI quiz2, the NT lab test was good, i think.
And prolly, Im gnna sleep in soon 'cos the ceremony starts at 9am tmr.
Gosh~
And most likely, eating at Sakura restaurant tmr with my family!
(: (: (:

I cleared the air just now.
Definitely, feeling so much better about it.
Yeah, i kill two birds with one stone!
I've already stepped out of my past(half only), and about him.
I remembered about my two past relationships.
The hurtful words, the sweet times, the fun times and the breakup.
When they told me they wanted a breakup, all I'd ever think was "What ever have I done t deserve all these?!"
I have never ever ask myself, if im in the wrong t let them think it wasn't enough t sustain the r/s.
All in all, the whole purpose of a r/s is t try if things work out.
If they don't, then part amicably i guess, otherwise why get into a r/s?
I guessed setbacks are created in Earth for us, t strengthen ourselves, t let us overcome our own obstacles and not t make the same mistake again.
Anw, I guess from the time that I decided to tell him, I had already stepped out of my past.
But no matter what the outcome is, I just want t embrace the sunshine.
I don't deny tht im sad or whatsoever, but I know and I will tell myself tht I've grown stronger alittle already.
At the same time, Im feeling glad tht he treats me as his bestf.
I mean a bestf definitely beats being any other friends:D
And knowing tht bestf r/s could well, last more than anything else in the world(besides kinship).
Don't worry, I'll look forward and continue t smile at the mirror every morning 'cos it's always a brand new start of the day:D

Well, nobody can judge me(definitely)!
I am me.
I don't need any other confirmation/opinions/affirmations t be who i am.
Setbacks make one stronger, though it's bitter but it's part of the process.
My heart is definitely feeling so much better aft tnight!
Thanks!
(: (: (:
For helping me t step out of my past.

Today:
2 more days to a break that wasn't all relaxing.
Then again, I look forward t it more than anything else now.
Been finding tht im just so not me.
Guess a study break could loosen me up.
Mom has been telling me that the stocks we'll be bringing in from BKK would hopefully be enough t last till my 1 month or so end-of-semester break.
'cos she thinks it isn't very lucrative.
Well, just have t listen t my Mom:D

Will not be working during this study break.
Prolly be burrying myself in books like what im doing now.
And going t Bangkok for a short getaway, plus the short class chalet during the 2nd week.
Meeting up the clique for projects.
Common tests are, well, just immediately after the break.
Checked.
Mon, 23/6 (2pm - 3.30pm): DDI Common Test, LTN2
Tues, 24/6 (11am - 12.30pm): RAD Common Test, LTN2

Anw, gear up!!
I guess studies is the one and only place I'd hide into w/o getting any objections.
Cm' on, no emo no emo no emo~
Animation is really getting abit on my nerve.
I guess, it's somehow worse than programming/database.
So, my specialisation module for Year3 will definitely NOT be on Animation:D
Ta da, one choice down!
Prolly i'll go for programming or any others that is not boring!!

My Animation lab test is tmr.
So cool luh, first lesson!
But i'll just get done with it:D
Thanks god, it's a open book one!
If not, my ActionScript part can perish.
No time t get emo or cranky after tmr's lessons, 'cos it's the DDI Quiz2 and NT lab test on Friday.
Shiok leh~

And and, Dad passed me a letter.
I got a 1000bucks over worth scholarship?!
The ceremony is on this coming Sat!
Yea baby~
Plus my ultimate love- SUSHI FEAST on Sunday.
What's not t love my coming weekends?

Shall stop at being wordy here.
Goodnight earthlings.
Wish me aplenty of GOOD luck for the next two days!

Suddenly i feel tht i should jot down my stuffs.
I don't feel like writing on my journal 'cos im abit lazy lah.
Then again, i think typing is faster and easier 'cos im busy too.
Ya, busy yet i want t blog.
'cos I want to remember the details when i feels like reading.

Too much philosophy blablabla in my head uh.
Have been talking abt it t my friends online.
Haha!
They were abit "stunned" loh.
'cos I don't usually chat about those bah.
Thomas even awed when i talked t him abt it loh.
Like im damn shallow lah!!!
Grrrr~

Anw, im serious loh.
In our life, it's just a coin with 2 sides, being those good sides and bad sides.
My friends always tell me t look on the bright side, think of his good points blablabla.
But we need to face the reality at times.
If we live in a world full of contradictions, lies and only the good points, when ever are we gnna grow up?
In the past, I tend t look at the good things and overlook the bad ones.
Is that why, im failing since god-knows-when?
I'd always lie t myself, force myself t see the good sides.
Am i even wrong?
-sighsigh-
I always use my brain.
Prolly far too much, to the extent tht i even uses it for my love problems.
I thought when you falls in love, you are blinded and lost your logic?
I always end up in a conflict between my brain and my heart.
Mingye always tells me t listen t my heart, t follow my heart blablabla.
But could i?
Am i able?
Can i even step out of my shell?
Can i let down my guard and make a decision alone?
Or am i going t use my brain and grind the answer out?

Today I told Thomas, that I can't fall in love.
Neither could i let anyone fall in love with me.
I just feels tht everything will end up in a disaster.
I mean I had got into the sticky situation twice, and i don't want the next one t end up tht way too.
'cos of this problem, I've always been putting on my guards.
So much so that I have been using my brain alot in the matters of love.
I know it's unwise.
Prolly im just protecting myself from getting hurt once more.
Truth t be told, someone reprimanded me and said, "Have you even realised that you have not stepped out of your past?"
Have i?
Or have i not?
The question is still lingering in my mind.
I guess the fear is still there.
The put-down-guard and becoming-fragile factors start popping when i falls in love.
Well, it's that bad.

JL told me to chill, and think about it slowly.
Says i shouldn't make a haste decision 'cos of time/influence.
Says she'd bring her tarot cards on Thursday for me.
Says do i feel happy with him.
Says you'll meet the right one soon, i guesss.
Says if you're with someone and he can make you forgets your past, he is the one.
Says nothing is smooth-sailing right.
Says i feel the same for you.
She gave me all the assuring talks.
And I think she deserve my love, your love, the right one's love tooo:D
So i think i shall not be emo.
And feel the love that's everywhere anywhere!
(: (: (:
Thanks love, for just talking t me!
And the below chunk is just for you:D
All the fun, the craziness we had tgt!
All of "you" in those peektures are the best thing that happened in my life!
*Blessed*

Anw, t end this post, i want t say smtg.
Happy 18th, baby!
Hope you like our early birthday celebration yesterday.
And that the sinful MudPie was good enough as your birthday cake.
Also, we are going t make your subsequent birthdays an unforgettable one!
Loveyou, Jialin:D
-bearhug-

31 May:
It was one "stressful" day of the week with piles of assignments and preparation t do.
It was hell lot, and i was still thinking on which t start first luh.
Started alex's OOAD hmwk.
Then on the Mrs Lee's assignment.
There's still DDI assignment loh!
Hell shit!
And next week damn harvoc can!
3 lab tests and 1 MCQ test2 lah!
Namely Infocom Security Lab Retest(tmr!), DDI MCQ Test2(fri), Animation Lab Test(thurs), Network Tech Lab Test(fri).
Ahhh, i hate Fridayyyy~
But im v glad tht aft this monsterous week, it's the 2 weeks term break.
w00t!
Im so gonna chill & study at the same time:D
Not t forget, the quick getaway to Bangkok!
wEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

And i catched "New York Minute" on Channel 5 in the noon.
I love the Olsen sisters lah!
I have tht book, based on the movie since im Sec1.
Lol!
And in the night, the whole family watched "Speed" on Channel 5 tooo.
A Keanu-Reeve, and Sandra Bullock movie.
Old cop turns to a terrorist, and challenged Keanu to frightening games, involving a bus of passengers.
Superly niceee:D
It makes us booo-ha, and this big urge to help Keanu during the game.
Haha!

Well, yesterday wasn't all tv, hmwk though.
I was still complaining abt my toothpain, and while i was brushing my teeth, tht "tooth" was bleeding truckload.
Can you imagine my gross-yet-terrified face?!
It's amazing, how i dint know my teeth was bleeding while watching the tv.
I yelled to mom, and they sent me t TTSH asap.
It's abit hilarious, 'cos they don't know which department t send me over.
So dad was explaining t the nurse about it, and she asked me to go t A&E with her.
-.-
Abit weird hor!
Only toothpain plus excessive bleeding mah.
Like v "gua zhang" loh.
But no choice, my parents followed along.
Woah, i've never been t A&E before loh.
So im like damn sua-ku, and wow here, wee there.
Then again, while i was wow-wee-ing, my mouth was still stained all over with blood.
So i was attended by a female doc, and she saw my bloody mouth and thought i was abused loh.
Siaoo~
She opened my mouth and checked.
And decided not to continue the op for my tooth 'cos i went t my own doc on Friday night.
My own doc put in medicine in one of my bleeding canal t lessen the pain and he said he can only operate on the next appt.
): ): ):
So this female doc gave me some painkillers, put more strong medicine into tht bleeding canal.
She said there's nothing she can do, cos of tht medicine.
My parents and i went all quiet and sian.
We thought i'd be treated fully and be done with it.
Then again, my mouth is not bloody anymore.
It's better, and my tooth isn't having tht on-off pain.
So i just have t wait till next Wed.

Once i reached home, it's alr 1smtg AM.
Watched abit of a movie at Channel 8 before i finally KO-ed.

Today:

I've t quickly chiong my hmwk.
'cos we have t go t ahma's house for dinner.
Shall not blog any further.
Wish me a week's worth of good luck for the tests man!
Byebye.
(: