Today:Finally, it's the last day of the murderous week!
Got a pretty bad result for DDI quiz2, the NT lab test was good, i think.
And prolly, Im gnna sleep in soon 'cos the ceremony starts at 9am tmr.
Gosh~
And most likely, eating at Sakura restaurant tmr with my family!
(: (: (:
I cleared the air just now.
Definitely, feeling so much better about it.
Yeah, i kill two birds with one stone!
I've already stepped out of my past(half only), and about him.
I remembered about my two past relationships.
The hurtful words, the sweet times, the fun times and the breakup.
When they told me they wanted a breakup, all I'd ever think was "What ever have I done t deserve all these?!"
I have never ever ask myself, if im in the wrong t let them think it wasn't enough t sustain the r/s.
All in all, the whole purpose of a r/s is t try if things work out.
If they don't, then part amicably i guess, otherwise why get into a r/s?
I guessed setbacks are created in Earth for us, t strengthen ourselves, t let us overcome our own obstacles and not t make the same mistake again.
Anw, I guess from the time that I decided to tell him, I had already stepped out of my past.
But no matter what the outcome is, I just want t embrace the sunshine.
I don't deny tht im sad or whatsoever, but I know and I will tell myself tht I've grown stronger alittle already.
At the same time, Im feeling glad tht he treats me as his bestf.
I mean a bestf definitely beats being any other friends:D
And knowing tht bestf r/s could well, last more than anything else in the world(besides kinship).
Don't worry, I'll look forward and continue t smile at the mirror every morning 'cos it's always a brand new start of the day:D
Well, nobody can judge me(definitely)!
I am me.
I don't need any other confirmation/opinions/affirmations t be who i am.
Setbacks make one stronger, though it's bitter but it's part of the process.
My heart is definitely feeling so much better aft tnight!
Thanks!
(: (: (:
For helping me t step out of my past.
