Ever since the start of Semester 2, I've been waiting for weekends to come.
7 weeks have passed..
But the stress is increasing, with more projects and common tests.
And i thought last semester was really bad with tht amount of work and exams!
Just when the stress from school is still lingering, mom has been feeding me news of terrorism attacks.

The mumbai seige that lasts for 60 hours have killed almost 120.
The first singaporean t get tangled in the terrorism siege, Ms Lo Hwei Yen.
She got killed aft a phonecall to inform her husband.
Not the friendly shot, but rather a shot right in her head and abdomen.
Very deadly.
And so, my boyfriend and mom were saying overseas is getting chaotic and very bad.
One by one, they started t psycho me NOT t go overseas t study.
As much as there's risk living and studying overseas, the recieving end is yet very tempting.

The outside world is filled with terrorism attacks, protests.
Im glad I wasn't born under sucha environment.
But the residents have no choice and have to suffer with it everyday.
The feeling must have been shitty.
-hugs-
We should really cherish the fact that we're born healthily, and safe.
We really should not whine about the trivial and non-existant stuffs.
Sometimes, one really must go through sucha trial before they actually can understand.
Bangkok protest is another thing.
There's the anti-government campaign happening, with demostrators taking over the two international airports.
Thus cutting off air traffic, stranding thousands travellers.
News have been reporting it over and over again.
There were bomb attacks too.
It really must have been the year of disasters.
Lets all pray silently for the lost ones.
I guess the stress from school isn't sucha big deal afterall.

Where ever has world peace gone?

Now:
Week 6 of Semester 2 is very very hectic.
Piled with assignments, project deadlines, reports, lab tests, class tests, quizes etc.
For now, I just hope tht i can pass week 6 smoothly w/o a glitch.
Comes week 7, workload will be slightly lesser with only 2 open-book quizes on hand.
And i don't want to miss this weekend 'cos of the Sunday proposal submission lah!
So i die die must finish my website proposal by Friday.
Then i can go for a cycling date with my baby:D

Anw, bff's sweeet 19th birthday is tomorrow.
But she isn't really looking forward t it like before.
-big sigh-
I seriously hope she will goes strong as she always will be.
19 is really the last long year before the 20-doom.
Comes 20, one can't really whine so much like the big teens time eh!
She's having two mini celebration this year.
First one being today with her poly friends at Tampiness area aft her NE trip.
Second one being the big day tmr with her family and me plus my baby:D:D:D
Big day tmr, girl!

Nevertheless, im kinda glad i've my boyfriend and my bestfriend here with me.
The 2 BFs!
They gave me 2 surprises yesterday.
All have smtg t do with F-O-O-D!
Ahhh, they know i melts for sweet food eh!
Sweet food and the 2 BFs really put me a smile on my face aft the lil "ordeal" im going through the whole day.
(: (: (:
They know me best, other than my family hor!
/sends kisses

Now:
Super f cold!!!
Still doing the Dual Boot blablabla project.
Linux is giving me problems.
Redo both OS again.
Super shagged now.
Plus my major double headache.
): ): ):

I hate school.
I hate doing projects.
I hate reports.
I hate headaches.
I hate being in the cold.

Late nights.
Major headache, spinning head.
School and late nights are taking a toil on my health, i think.
But no doubt, Im so glad 'cause I know there's someone who will let me lean on.

My baby is really the sweetest boyf ever!
He buys me a simple yet filling brekkie when he knows my break is at 1pm.
He comes over t my house just t help me with my lappie and acc me t sch when Bff's class schedule isnt the same as mine.
He always wait for me after school even if his classes end earlier than me.
He wants me t have his jacket even though he knows he'll feel cold during classes.
He sends me home everyday (unless he has smtg on).
He gives me quick pecks of love which always leaves me with a sweet tingling feeling.
He rushes down to Sembawang just t see if im fine when he knows that im feeling sick.
He springs me with sweet surprises at times.
He knows all my favourites and my dislikes.
For all these above tht my baby does for me, I appreciate them from my heart.
And babybabybaby, I want you t know everything tht you did has make its mark on my heart.
(: (: (:

I love my baby so much so tht it feels weird not seeing him for a day.
But I know sometimes when my schedule is tight, and I can't see him, i guess my mood goes down.
So baby, my sweetest boyf, my sha gua, my babylove, i love you!
/kiss

Im beginning to love Tuesdays already.
/kiss/

Life's been super duper wonderful!
The friendship with Bff is still growing strong and getting better of late.
I've alr planned on what to do for her during her special day lah!
So bff, look forward t it hor:D

Time flies whenever we're tgt.
It seems that months have passed, but it aint so.
Did tons of things tgt.
And we'd never get bored doing anything tgt.
Because there's each other!
I wnna say to my clique:
Thanks for staying close tgt in this clique from the first day till now!
Although there's some lil quarrels here and there but im glad we aint falling apart.
I really hope every single one in this clique will stay close tgt through this 3 years and also aft the graduation!
If there isn't for you three girls, i think i won't be laughing so much in school!
-hugs-
Im never tired of my clique:D:D
HELLO JO, JL AND CHER!
/kiss

Just told banana about our monthly date thingy.
I feel this friendship shouldn't vanish into thin air just cos we aint working tgt!
Am trying to organize more time for my own bunch of close friends now.
'cos some friends t me are really for keep forever:D
So regardless it's banana or wilson, stay in close contact hor!!!
Btw, don't even think of ditching me aside eh!
/nudge/hugs

It is already into the mid week of November.
Slowly December will come and goodbye to 2008.
2008 is really an eventful year.
Alot of everything sweet, bitter, sour, spicy.
I'd definitely not regret any single things i did 'cept for this f bastard.
Other than tht, im glad with my life.
V simple yet packed with all the essences of a sweet life!
(: (: (:

Im getting v sentimental tnight suddenly.
Which explains all these.
So goodnight.

Chai Bee sent me an email about a story worth reading:D
Indeed, it shakes people up during conflicts/quarrels.
Read on!

A boy was born to a couple after eleven years of marriage.. They were a loving couple and the boy was the gem of their eyes. When the boy was around two years old, one morning the husband saw a medicine bottle open. He was late for office so he asked his wife to cap the bottle and keep it in the cupboard. His wife, preoccupied in the kitchen totally forgot the matter.

The boy saw the bottle and playfully went to the bottle fascinated by its color and drank it all. It happened to be a poisonous medicine meant for adults in small dosages. When the child collapsed the mother hurried him to the hospital. He died. The mother was stunned. She was terrified how she was going to face her husband. When the distraught father came to the hospital and saw the dead child, he looked at his wife and uttered just five words.

The husband just said 'I am with you Darling'. The husband's totally unexpected reaction is a proactive behavior. The child is dead. He can never be brought back to life. There is no point in finding fault with the mother. Besides, if only he had taken time to keep the bottle away, this would not have happened. No one is to be blamed. She had also lost her only child. What she needed at that moment was consolation and sympathy from the husband. That is what he gave her. If everyone can look at life with this kind of perspective, there would be much fewer problems in the world. 'A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step.' Take off all your envies, jealousies, unforgiveness, selfishness, and fears. And you will find things are actually not as difficult as you think.

I mean we are always occupied with the roles and responsibilties we take.
Somehow we neglect the sensitive side of human beings.
-sighsigh-


Lets talk about happy stuffs instead!
Waiting for my baby now.
YAY!
Going over to Vivo t meet YJ, WY and JJ later.
Seriously, I thought alot of weeks have passed with my baby.
Time with him really pass super fast lah!
Tmr is all about hmwk hmwk hmwk!
): ): ):